But how will it go now when she approaches to say good-bye to him? He
almost screams to her to take care, to keep three paces away from him.
He remains at the window and turns his back on them all, while they are
busy with their wraps and their luncheon-basket. Will they never be
ready to go? He has already lived it through a thousand times. He has
taken her hand, kissed her, helped her into the chaise. He has done it
so many times that he believes she is already gone.
He has also wished her happiness. Happiness—Can she be happy with
Maurits? She has not looked happy this morning. Oh yes, certainly she
has. She wept with joy.
While he is standing there Maurits suddenly says to Anne-Marie: “What a
dunce I am! I am quite forgetting to speak to Uncle about father’s
shares.”
“I think it would be best if you did not,” Downie answers. “Perhaps it
is not right.”
“Nonsense, Anne-Marie. The shares do not pay anything just now. But who
knows if they will not be better some day? And besides, what does it
matter to Uncle? Such a little thing—”
She interrupts with unusual eagerness, almost anxiously. “I beg of you,
Maurits, do not do it. Give in to me this once.”
He looks at her, a little offended. “This once!—as if I were a tyrant
over you. No, do you see, I cannot; just for that word I think that I
ought not to yield.”
“Do not cling to a word, Maurits. This means more than polite phrases.
I think it is not well of you to wish to cheat Uncle now when he has
been so good to us.”
“Be quiet, Anne-Marie, be quiet! What do you understand of business?”
His whole manner is now irritatingly calm and superior. He looks at her
as a schoolmaster looks at a good pupil who is making a fool of himself
at his examination.
“That you do not at all understand what is at stake!” she cries. And
she strikes out despairingly with her hands.
“I really must talk to Uncle now,” says Maurits, “if for nothing else,
to show him that there is no question of any deceit. You behave so that
Uncle can believe that I and my father are veritable cheats.”
And he comes forward to his uncle and explains to him what these shares
which his father wishes to sell him are. Uncle Theodore listens to him
as well as he can. He understands instantly that his brother has made a
bad speculation and wishes to protect himself from loss. But what of
it, what of it? He is accustomed to render to the whole family
connection such services. But he is not thinking of that, but of
Downie. He wonders what is the meaning of that look of resentment she
casts upon Maurits. It was not exactly love.
And so in the midst of his despair over the sacrifice he has to make, a
faint glimmer of hope begins to rise up before him. He stands and
stares at it like a man who is sleeping in a haunted room and sees a
light mist rise from the floor and condense and grow and become a
tangible reality.
“Come with me into my room, Maurits,” he says; “you shall have the
money immediately.”
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