Old Mamsell Fredrika sleeps quietly in her beloved home. No one
deserves more than she the sweetness of rest. Like a Christmas angel
she sat but now in a circle of children, and told them of Jesus and the
shepherds, told until her eyes shone, and her withered face became
transfigured. Now in her old age no one noticed what Mamsell Fredrika
looked like. Those who saw the little, slender figure, the tiny,
delicate hands and the kind, clever face, instantly longed to be able
to preserve that sight in remembrance as the most beautiful of
memories.
In Mamsell Fredrika’s big room, among many relics and souvenirs, there
was a little, dry bush. It was a Jericho rose, brought back by Mamsell
Fredrika from the far East. Now in the Christmas night it began to
blossom quite of itself. The dry twigs were covered with red buds,
which shone like sparks of fire and lighted the whole room.
By the light of the sparks one saw that a small and slender but quite
elderly lady sat in the big arm-chair and held her court. It could not
be Mamsell Fredrika herself, for she lay sleeping in quiet repose, and
yet it was she. She sat there and held a reception for old memories;
the room was full of them. People and homes and subjects and thoughts
and discussions came flying. Memories of childhood and memories of
youth, love and tears, homage and bitter scorn, all came rushing
towards the pale form that sat and looked at everything with a friendly
smile. She had words of jest or of sympathy for them all.
At night everything takes its right size and shape. And just as then
for the first time the stars of heaven are visible, one also sees much
on earth that one never sees by day. Now in the light of the red buds
of the Jericho rose one could see a crowd of strange figures in Mamsell
Fredrika’s drawing-room. The hard “ma chère mère” was there, the
goodnatured Beata Hvardagslag, people from the East and the West, the
enthusiastic Nina, the energetic, struggling Hertha in her white dress.
“Can any one tell me why that person must always be dressed in white?”
jested the little figure in the arm-chair when she caught sight of her.
All the memories spoke to the old woman and said: “You have seen and
experienced so much; you have worked and earned so much! Are you not
tired? will you not go to rest?”
“Not yet,” answered the shadow in the yellow arm-chair. “I have still a
book to write. I cannot go to rest before it is finished.”
Thereupon the figures vanished. The Jericho rose went out, and the
yellow arm-chair stood empty.
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