The next day Anna Erikson had her coffee party. The talk turned on the
day’s market, on the price of wooden shoes, on pilfering maids. The
women chatted and laughed. They poured their coffee into the saucer.
They were mild and unconcerned. Anna Erikson could not understand why
she had been afraid of them, why she had always believed that they
would judge her.
When they were provided with their second cup, when they sat delighted
with the coffee trembling on the edge of their cups, and their saucers
were filled with bread, she began to speak. Her words were a little
solemn, but her voice was calm.
“Young people are imprudent. A girl who marries without thinking
seriously of what she is doing can come to great grief. Who has met
with worse than I?”
They all knew it. They had been with her and had mourned with her.
“Young people are imprudent. One holds one’s tongue when one ought to
speak, for shame’s sake. One dares not to speak for fear of what people
will say. He who has not spoken at the right time may have to repent it
a whole lifetime.”
They all believed that this was true.
She had heard Wik yesterday as well as many times before. Now she must
tell them all something about him. An aching pain came over her when
she thought of what he had suffered for her sake. Still she thought
that he, who had been old, ought to have had more sense than to take
her, a young girl, for his wife.
“I did not dare to say it in my youth. But he went away from me out of
pity, for he thought that I wanted to have Erikson. I have his letter
about it.”
She read the letter aloud for them. A tear glided demurely down her
cheek.
“He had seen falsely in his jealousy. Between Erikson and me there was
nothing then. It was four years before we were married; but I will say
it now, for Wik is too good to be misjudged. He did not run away from
wife and child from light motives, but with good intention. I want this
to be known everywhere. Captain Anderson will perhaps read the letter
aloud at the meeting. I wish Wik to be redressed. I know, too, that I
have been silent too long, but one does not like to give up everything
for a drunkard. Now it is another matter.”
The women sat as if turned to stone. Anna Erikson, her voice trembling
a little, said with a faint smile,—
“Now perhaps you will never care to come to see me again?”
“Oh, yes indeed! You were so young! It was nothing which you could
help.—It was his fault for having such ideas.”
She smiled. These were the hard beaks which would have torn her to
pieces. The truth was not dangerous nor lying either. The young men
were not waiting outside her door.
Did she know or did she not know that her eldest daughter had that very
morning left her home and had gone to her father?
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