“I remember forming an attachment of this kind at school. I
cannot recall to my memory the precise epoch at which this took
place; but I imagine it must have been at the age of eleven or
twelve. The object of these sentiments was a boy about my own
age, of a character eminently generous, brave and gentle, and
the elements of human feeling seemed to have been, from his
birth, genially compounded within him. There was a delicacy
and a simplicity in his manners, inexpressibly attractive. It
has never been my fortune to meet with him since my schoolboy
days; but either I confound my present recollections with the
delusions of past feelings, or he is now a source of honour and
utility to everyone around him. The tones of his voice were so
soft and winning, that every word pierced into my heart; and
their pathos was so deep that in listening to him the tears have
involuntarily gushed from my eyes. Such was the being for whom I
first experienced the sacred sentiments of friendship.”
It may be noted that Hogg takes the reference as to himself!
[Sidenote: _Leigh Hunt on School-life_]
With this passage we may compare the following from Leigh Hunt:—
“If I had reaped no other benefit from Christ Hospital, the
school would be ever dear to me from the recollection of the
friendships I formed in it, and of the first heavenly taste it
gave me of that most spiritual of the affections.... If ever
I tasted a disembodied transport on earth, it was in those
friendships which I entertained at school, before I dreamt of
any maturer feeling. I shall never forget the impression it made
on me. I loved my friend for his gentleness, his candour, his
truth, his good repute, his freedom even from my own livelier
manner, his calm and reasonable kindness. It was not any
particular talent that attracted me to him, or anything striking
whatsoever. I should say, in one word, it was his goodness. I
doubt whether he ever had a conception of a tithe of the regard
and respect I entertained for him; and I smile to think of the
perplexity (though he never showed it) which he probably felt
sometimes at my enthusiastic expressions; for I thought him a
kind of angel. It is no exaggeration to say, that, take away the
unspiritual part of it—the genius and the knowledge—and there is
no height of conceit indulged in by the most romantic character
in Shakespeare, which surpassed what I felt towards the merits
I ascribed to him, and the delight which I took in his society.
With the other boys I played antics, and rioted in fantastic
jests; but in his society, or whenever I thought of him, I fell
into a kind of Sabbath state of bliss; and I am sure I could have
died for him.
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