Fitzwilliam had reduced the army much against his will, and the disturbances which he had foreseen followed as a matter of course. He asked for reinforcements, unless the Queen wished deliberately to leave the whole country to the native Irish. Her answer was that she marvelled at the stir in Ireland, and that she would not send the 800 soldiers he asked for; and she reminded him that Mr. Smith had been ready to bring over that number if Fitzwilliam had not opposed the enterprise. Smith was, however, now really coming, and might give some help. The poor Deputy could only answer that the 800 men were much wanting, that double that number of Scots had landed in Connaught, and that Ormonde, on whom alone he could depend, had been sent for to England. But to Burghley he passionately poured out his griefs. 'I pass over,' he said, 'usual matters, such as killing, burning, spoiling;' though they pricked his conscience daily, and though he feared that God would demand the innocent blood at his hand. The English name was hateful, and he would rather die when Ireland was lost than live in England to bemoan it. He could but shake the scabbard, for he had no sword to draw, and yet military government was the only government possible for a 'people so long nursled in sensual immunity.' The great men 'all, tooth and nail, whatsoever semblance they bear, do spur, kick, and practise against regular justice.' The fear of Ormonde kept some quiet, but in his absence their enforced frowns at the rebels were changed to winking. For himself, he could bear all if the Queen would only give him credit for doing his best, instead of blaming him more and more for not doing what he had long since declared impossible. 'A hard word of a prince,' he said, 'is a dart to a true subject--much more, a nipping, a checking, and a taunting.'[233] FOOTNOTES: [208] Fitzwilliam to Burghley, Aug. 19, Sept. 8, Nov. 25, 1571; to the Queen, Sept. 6. His patent as Lord Deputy bears date Dec. 11. [209] Perrott to Fitzwilliam, Aug. 14, 20, and 22; to Ormonde at p. 64 of his _Life_, no date, but about this time. [210] Corporation of Kinsale to the Privy Council, Aug. 10; Corporation of Youghal to the Queen, Sept. 6; Fitzwilliam to Burghley, Nov. 25; Perrott to Fitzwilliam, Dec. 4. This last letter has a note by Fitzwilliam, in which he says Sir John of Desmond would be as well in England as in Munster, 'in spite of his wit and soberness.' [211] _Perrott's Life_, pp. 61-63. Perrott to Ormonde, Nov. 18, 1571. [212] Knocklong was the appointed place, and Perrott kept his tryst; but, 'God be praised,' said Fitzwilliam, 'the rebel chief did not appear.' [213] _Perrott's Life._ Ormonde to Fitzwilliam, Nov. 20; Fitzwilliam to the Privy Council, Feb. 27, 1572. [214] Sir T. Smith to Burghley, April 10, 1572. The pamphlet is printed in the appendix to Hill's _MacDonnells of Antrim_.