It was impossible for Betty to escape the emotions that flooded her,
but she was the last girl to sit down and accept defeat with folded
hands. There was in her a certain vigor of the spirit that craved
expression, that held her head up in the face of disaster.
At the Quarter Circle D E she was so briskly businesslike that none
of the men would have guessed that she was passing through a crisis.
Except for moments of abstraction, she gave no evidence of the waves
of emotion that inundated her while she was giving orders about the
fencing of the northwest forty or the moving of the pigpens.
When she was alone, it was worse. Her longing for Hollister became
acute. If she could see him, talk with him, his point of view would
be changed. New arguments marshaled themselves in her mind. It was
ridiculous to suppose that a man’s past--one not of his own choosing,
but forced on him--could determine his future so greatly as to make
happiness impossible. She would not believe it. Every instinct of her
virile young personality rebelled against the acceptance of such a law.
Tug’s persistence in renouncing joy had wounded her vanity. But at
bottom she did not doubt him. He had stood out because he thought it
right, not because he did not love her. In spite of her distress of
mind, she was not quite unhappy. A warm hope nestled in her bosom. She
loved and was loved. The barrier between them would be torn down.
Again they would be fused into that oneness which for a blessed ten
minutes had absorbed them.
Her father drove over in the rattletrap car. Ostensibly he had come
to discuss with her plans for fertilization and crops of the Quarter
Circle D E for the coming season.
“I took Hollister to town this morning. He wouldn’t stay any longer,”
Reed presently mentioned, as though casually.
“Oh! Why wouldn’t he stay?” Betty was rather proud of the indifference
she contrived to convey in her voice.
“Said he didn’t want to keep you away from home.”
“Was he keeping me away?” she asked.
“Seemed to think so. Wasn’t he?”
“I see you know all about it, Dad. What did he tell you?”
“I asked him point-blank what the trouble was between you and him. He
told me.”
A faint crimson streamed into her cheeks. “What did he say it was?”
“He’s afraid. Not for himself, but for you.”
“I think that’s awf’ly silly of him.”
“I’m not so sure about that, Bettykins. If there’s any doubt whatever,
he’d better wait till he’s certain.” He let his arm fall across her
shoulders with a gentleness she knew to be a caress. “Have you found
the man you want, dear? Sure about it?”
She smiled ruefully. “I’m sure enough, Dad. He’s the one that seems in
doubt.” To this she added a reply to a sentence earlier in his period.
“He didn’t say anything to me about waiting. His ‘No, thank you,’ was
quite definite, I thought.”
Clint’s wrath began to simmer. “If he’s got a notion that he can take
or leave you as he pleases--”
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