“I’ll take you. After you’ve seen Hollister, you can give us directions
for nursing him. I should think the doctor ought to know, but, if you
haven’t confidence in him, you can see to it yourself.”
Betty found no pleasure now in her desire to help. Justin’s opposition
had taken all the joy out of it. Nor did his surrender give her any
gratification. He had not yielded because he appreciated the validity
of her purpose, but because he had chosen to avoid an open breach. She
felt a thousand miles away from him in spirit.
“Thank you,” she said formally, choking down a lump in her throat.
CHAPTER XXVI
BLACK IS SURPRISED
It is not in youth to be long cast down for the troubles of a stranger,
even one who has very greatly engaged the sympathy. In spite of Betty’s
anxiety about the wounded man, her resilient spirits had sent her
eagerly upon this adventure.
She would see Justin. He would approve her plans with enthusiasm.
Together they would ski across the white wastes, they two alone in
a vast world of mysterious stillness. The thin clear air of the
high Rockies would carry their resonant voices like the chimes of
bells. Silences would be significant, laughter the symbol of happy
comradeship. For the first time they would come glowing through
difficulties, perhaps dangers, conquered side by side. And at the end
of the journey waited for them service, that which gave their joyous
enterprise the value of an obligation.
And it was not at all like that--not a bit as she had day-dreamed it
on the ride to Sweetwater Dam. The joy was struck dead in her heart.
Miserably she realized that Justin could not understand. The ardent
fire that burned in her soul seemed only mushy sentiment to him, on
a par with the hysteria that made silly women send flowers to brutal
murderers they did not know.
The bars were up between them. The hard look in his eyes meant anger.
There would be no expression of it in temper. He was too self-contained
for that. None the less it was anger. The reflection of it gleamed
out from under her own dark lashes. She told herself she hated the
narrowness in him that made him hold so rigidly to the well-ordered,
the conventional thing. Why couldn’t he see that there was an
imperative on her to _live_? Well, she would show him. Probably he
thought that in every clash of will she ought to yield. He could learn
his lesson just as well now as later.
She held her head high, but there was a leaden weight in her bosom that
made her want to sob.
Often she had been proud of his tremendous driving power, the force
that made of him a sixty-horse-power man. She resented it fiercely
to-day. He was traveling just a little too fast for her, so that she
could hardly keep up with him. But she would have fallen in her tracks
rather than ask him to go slower.
Once the slither of his runners stopped. “Am I going too fast?” he
asked coldly.
“Not at all,” she answered stubbornly.
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