Domestic fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
"Will you do it? I will if you will." They were standing now three
yards apart, and Guss was looking terrible things. She did not
endeavour to be soft, but had made up her mind as to the one step that
must be taken. She would not lose him. They need not be married
immediately. Something might turn up before any date was fixed for
their marriage. If she could only bind him by an absolute promise that
he would marry her some day! "I will, if you will," she said again,
after waiting a second or two for his answer. Then he shook his head.
"You will not, after all that you have said to me?" He shook his head
again. "Then, Jack De Baron, you are perjured, and no gentleman."
"Dear Guss, I can bear that. It is not true, you know, as I have never
made you any promise which I am not ready to keep; but still I can bear
it."
"No promise! Have you not sworn that you loved me?"
"A thousand times."
"And what does that mean from a gentleman to a lady?"
"It ought to mean matrimony and all that kind of thing, but it never
did mean it with us. You know how it all began."
"I know what it has come to, and that you owe it to me as a gentleman
to let me decide whether I am able to encounter such a life or not.
Though it were absolute destruction, you ought to face it if I bid
you."
"If it were destruction for myself only--perhaps, yes. But though you
have so little regard for my happiness, I still have some for yours. It
is not to be done. You and I have had our little game, as I said
before, and now we had better put the rackets down and go and rest
ourselves."
"What rest? Oh, Jack,--what rest is there?"
"Try somebody else."
"Can you tell me to do that!"
"Certainly I can. Look at my cousin Adelaide."
"Your cousin Adelaide never cared for any human being in her life
except herself. She had no punishment to suffer as I have. Oh, Jack! I
do so love you." Then she rushed at him, and fell upon his bosom, and
wept.
He knew that this would come, and he felt that, upon the whole, this
was the worst part of the performance. He could bear her anger or her
sullenness with fortitude, but her lachrymose caresses were
insupportable. He held her, however, in his arms, and gazed at himself
in the pier glass most uncomfortably over her shoulder. "Oh, Jack," she
said, "oh, Jack,--what is to come next?" His face became somewhat more
lugubrious than before, but he said not a word. "I cannot lose you
altogether. There is no one else in the wide world that I care for.
Papa thinks of nothing but his whist. Aunt Ju, with her 'Rights of
Women,' is an old fool."
"Just so," said Jack, still holding her, and still looking very
wretched.
"What shall I do if you leave me?"
"Pick up some one that has a little money. I know it sounds bad and
mercenary, and all that, but in our way of life there is nothing else
to be done. We can't marry like the ploughboy and milkmaid?"
"I could."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account