Domestic fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
I do not know whether a husband's comfort is ever perfect till some
family peccadilloes have been conclusively proved against him. I am
sure that a wife's temper to him is sweetened by such evidence of human
imperfection. A woman will often take delight in being angry; will
sometimes wrap herself warm in prolonged sullenness; will frequently
revel in complaint;--but she enjoys forgiving better than aught else.
She never feels that all the due privileges of her life have been
accorded to her, till her husband shall have laid himself open to the
caresses of a pardon. Then, and not till then, he is her equal; and
equality is necessary for comfortable love. But the man, till he be
well used to it, does not like to be pardoned. He has assumed divine
superiority, and is bound to maintain it. Then, at last, he comes home
some night with a little too much wine, or he cannot pay the weekly
bills because he has lost too much money at cards, or he has got into
trouble at his office and is in doubt for a fortnight about his place,
or perhaps a letter from a lady falls into wrong hands. Then he has to
tell himself that he has been "found out." The feeling is at first very
uncomfortable; but it is, I think, a step almost necessary in reaching
true matrimonial comfort. Hunting men say that hard rain settles the
ground. A good scold with a "kiss and be friends" after it, perhaps,
does the same.
Now Lord George had been found out. He was quite sure of that. And he
had to undergo all that was unpleasant without sufficient experience to
tell him that those clouds too would pass away quickly. He still walked
homewards across St. James's Park, never stopping, but dragging himself
along slowly, and when he came to his own door he let himself in very
silently. She did not expect him so soon, and when he entered the
drawing-room was startled to see him. She had not as yet put the
letter, as she had intended, on his dressing-table, but still had it in
her pocket; nor had it occurred to her that he would as yet have known
the truth. She looked at him when he entered, but did not at first
utter a word. "Mary," he said.
"Well; is anything the matter?"
It was possible that she had not found the letter,--possible, though
very improbable. But he had brought his mind so firmly to the point of
owning what was to be owned and defending what might be defended, that
he hardly wished for escape in that direction. At any rate, he was not
prepared to avail himself of it. "Did you find the letter?" he asked.
"I found a letter."
"Well!"
"Of course I am sorry to have intruded upon so private a
correspondence. There it is." And she threw the letter to him. "Oh,
George!"
He picked up the letter, which had fallen to the ground, and, tearing
it into bits, threw the fragments into the grate. "What do you believe
about it, Mary?"
"Believe!"
"Do you think that I love any one as I love you?"
"You cannot love me at all,--unless that wicked, wretched creature is a
liar."
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