Domestic fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
What answer would he make to her? Would he be very happy? would he be
happy enough to forgive her at once and come and stay with her at the
deanery? or would the importance of the moment make him more imperious
than ever in commanding that she should go with him to Cross Hall. If
he did command her now she thought that she must go. Then she sat
meditating what would be the circumstances of her life there,--how
absolutely she would be trodden upon; how powerless she would be to
resist those Dorcas conclaves after her mutiny and subsequent
submission! Though she could not quite guess, she could nearly guess
what bad things had been said of her; and the ladies at Cross Hall
were, as she understood, now in amity with him who had said them. They
had believed evil of her, and of course, therefore, in going to Cross
Hall, she would go to it as to a reformatory. But the deanery would be
to her a paradise if only her husband would but come to her there. It
was not only that she was mistress of everything, including her own
time, but that her father's infinite tenderness made all things soft
and sweet to her. She hated to be scolded, and the slightest roughness
of word or tone seemed to her to convey a rebuke. But he was never
rough. She loved to be caressed by those who were dear and near and
close to her, and his manner was always caressing. She often loved, if
the truth is to be spoken, to be idle, and to spend hours with an
unread book in her hand under the shade of the deanery trees, and among
the flowers of the deanery garden. The Dean never questioned her as to
those idle hours. But at Cross Hall not a half-hour would be allowed to
pass without enquiry as to its purpose. At Cross Hall there would be no
novels,--except those of Miss Edgeworth, which were sickening to her.
She might have all Mudie down to the deanery if she chose to ask for
it. At Cross Hall she would be driven out with the Dowager, Lady
Susanna, and Lady Amelia, for two hours daily, and would have to get
out of the carriage at every cottage she came to. At the deanery there
was a pair of ponies, and it was her great delight to drive her father
about the roads outside the city. She sometimes thought that a long
sojourn at Cross Hall would kill her. Would he not be kind to her now,
and loving, and would he not come and stay with her for one or two
happy weeks in her father's house? If so, how dearly she would love
him; how good she would be to him; how she would strive to gratify him
in all his whims! Then she thought of Adelaide Houghton and the letter;
and she thought also of those subsequent visits to Berkeley Square. But
still she did not in the least believe that he cared for Adelaide
Houghton. It was impossible that he should like a painted, unreal,
helmeted creature, who smelt of oils, and was never unaffected for a
moment. At any rate she would never, never throw Adelaide Houghton in
his teeth. If she had been imprudent, so had he; and she would teach
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