London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
“When Mr. Asquith told you something from me a month ago,” Isabel
continued, “did it occur to you that I had any motive in--in choosing
just that time, in letting you know those things just when I did?”
Ada had fixed a keen and curious look on the speaker, a look which was
troublesome in its intensity.
“I supposed,” was her measured reply, “that you thought I had come to
the age when I ought to know something of the future that was before
me.”
“Yes, that is true. You will credit me, will you not, with a desire to
save you from being at a disadvantage?”
“Certainly.”
The word was rather ironically spoken.
“You perhaps think I ought to have told you sooner?”
“I have had that thought.”
“On the other hand, you do not forget that nothing obliged me to tell
you for another year and a half.”
“Nothing obliged you.”
Isabel suffered from the keen annoyance which this dry manner of the
girl’s always occasioned her. She did not speak again till she felt able
to do so with a voice as quiet as before.
“When I spoke of your being at a disadvantage, I meant, of course, that
it was hardly right for others to be aware of facts about you which you
yourself did not know.”
“I gathered that from your words.”
“Ada, I wish I had more of your confidence. I am not very good at this
stagey sort of talk; it is not natural to me; it brings me into a
tone which is the very last I wish to use to you. I asked my cousin to
relieve me of the duty of telling you about the will because I did not
feel quite able to do it myself; I was rather afraid of myself--of being
led to say things I should be sorry for. As you know very well, I’m
quick-tempered, and not quite as wise a woman as I might be. I feared,
too, lest you might say things I couldn’t bear to hear. Well, what I
want to ask you is this: Do you understand how difficult my position is
with regard to you? Do you see how we differ from ordinary guardian and
ward, and how all but impossible it is for me to give you those
pieces of advice, those warnings which, as an older woman, I should be
justified in offering?”
“Advice, warning?” repeated Ada, without much curiosity.
“Both. You have had very slight opportunities of getting to know the
world. You prefer your books to society, and perhaps rightly; but that
must not bring you to forget that you are heiress to a large fortune,
and--and that other people--our friends--are well aware of it.”
Ada laughed silently.
“You wish, Mrs. Clarendon, to put me on my guard?”
“I do.”
The silent laugh had covered a distortion of features, as if by bodily
pain. The girl’s eyes began to take on that wide, dangerous look which
Isabel knew well and feared; there was a motion of her shoulders also,
like a result of physical uneasiness.
“Wishing me,” Ada pursued, in a higher note, “at the same time to
understand that no one is at all likely to seek me out for my own sake.”
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