London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
“If you still love me,” she said brokenly, “it is your right to take me,
whatever seems to hinder.” She held forth her hands, but without looking
up. “Your voice is the highest leading that I know. Oh, are you not
strong enough? Can you not bend me to your will?”
A sob stayed her, but there came another cry:
“If I were young!”
Kingcote quivered, then fell to his knees, holding the hands she had
outstretched.
“Say good-bye to me in the kind voice I once knew!” He spoke in hoarse,
choked accents. “Say it kindly, that it may be a sacred memory whilst I
live, and a hope in death!”
She did utter the word, but in such a passion of weeping that it fell
upon his ears like a moan. Then he kissed both her hands, and broke
away....
“The tragedy,” Kingcote had once said, “is not where two who love each
other die for the sake of their love; but where love itself dies, blown
upon by the cold breath of the world, and those who loved live on with
hearts made sepulchres.”...
Here is a letter which came to Kingcote from Mr. Vissian some six months
later:
“Methinks, my friend, I have grounds of complaint against you. Though I
have submitted to your judgment three conjectural emendations which, in
my poor thinking, do not lack propriety, you fail even to acknowledge
the receipt of them. I trust this does not signify any incapacity to
write; for you are of those whom I would rather challenge for unkindness
than pity for mischance. I should--taking the more probable view of
the case--scarcely have written again thus soon, but that I have sundry
items of news to communicate, one of which concerns me nearly. Learn,
then, that at the end of the year I surrender my present living, on
the ground that another and a better has been offered me. When I say
‘better,’ I mean in the worldly sense; that, I fear, my usual way of
speaking will have made you too ready to take for granted. I shall in
future be nearer to you by a matter of fifty miles, my new parish being
that of S----------.
“There will be a necessity for keeping a curate, as the work is much more
considerable than what has here been my share. It is in no spirit of
levity that I express my hope of being able to adapt my energies to
the larger sphere. It is possible that I have occasionally been remiss,
owing to the manifold temptations of pursuits which my graver judgment
often condemns as incompatible with my duties.
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