Lee Barton, after all mere human man, as a human man unfailingly meeting
Sonny in all friendliness, suffered poignantly in secret. Not even Ida
dreamed that he suffered; and she went her merry, careless, laughing way,
secure in her own heart, although a trifle perplexed at her husband’s
increase in number of pre-dinner cocktails.
Apparently, as always, she had access to almost all of him; but now she
did not have access to his unguessable torment, nor to the long parallel
columns of mental book-keeping running their totalling balances from
moment to moment, day and night, in his brain. In one column were her
undoubtable spontaneous expressions of her usual love and care for him,
her many acts of comfort-serving and of advice-asking and advice-obeying.
In another column, in which the items increasingly were entered, were her
expressions and acts which he could not but classify as dubious. Were
they what they seemed? Or were they of duplicity compounded, whether
deliberately or unconsciously? The third column, longest of all,
totalling most in human heart-appraisements, was filled with items
relating directly or indirectly to her and Sonny Grandison. Lee Barton
did not deliberately do this book-keeping. He could not help it. He
would have liked to avoid it. But in his fairly ordered mind the items
of entry, of themselves and quite beyond will on his part, took their
places automatically in their respective columns.
In his distortion of vision, magnifying apparently trivial detail which
half the time he felt he magnified, he had recourse to MacIlwaine, to
whom he had once rendered a very considerable service. MacIlwaine was
chief of detectives. “Is Sonny Grandison a womaning man?” Barton had
demanded. MacIlwaine had said nothing. “Then he is a womaning man,” had
been Barton’s declaration. And still the chief of detectives had said
nothing.
Briefly afterward, ere he destroyed it as so much dynamite, Lee Barton
went over the written report. Not bad, not really bad, was the
summarization; but not too good after the death of his wife ten years
before. That had been a love-match almost notorious in Honolulu society,
because of the completeness of infatuation, not only before, but after
marriage, and up to her tragic death when her horse fell with her a
thousand feet off Nahiku Trail. And not for a long time afterward,
MacIlwaine stated, had Grandison been guilty of interest in any woman.
And whatever it was, it had been unvaryingly decent. Never a hint of
gossip or scandal; and the entire community had come to accept that he
was a one-woman man, and would never marry again. What small affairs
MacIlwaine had jotted down he insisted that Sonny Grandison did not dream
were known by another person outside the principals themselves.
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