“When I was younger I muddled my poor head over queerer religions,” old
Kohokumu retorted. “But listen, O Young Wise One, to my elderly wisdom.
This I know: as I grow old I seek less for the truth from without me, and
find more of the truth from within me. Why have I thought this thought
of my return to my mother and of my rebirth from my mother into the sun?
You do not know. I do not know, save that, without whisper of man’s
voice or printed word, without prompting from otherwhere, this thought
has arisen from within me, from the deeps of me that are as deep as the
sea. I am not a god. I do not make things. Therefore I have not made
this thought. I do not know its father or its mother. It is of old time
before me, and therefore it is true. Man does not make truth. Man, if
he be not blind, only recognizes truth when he sees it. Is this thought
that I have thought a dream?”
“Perhaps it is you that are a dream,” I laughed. “And that I, and sky,
and sea, and the iron-hard land, are dreams, all dreams.”
“I have often thought that,” he assured me soberly. “It may well be so.
Last night I dreamed I was a lark bird, a beautiful singing lark of the
sky like the larks on the upland pastures of Haleakala. And I flew up,
up, toward the sun, singing, singing, as old Kohokumu never sang. I tell
you now that I dreamed I was a lark bird singing in the sky. But may not
I, the real I, be the lark bird? And may not the telling of it be the
dream that I, the lark bird, am dreaming now? Who are you to tell me ay
or no? Dare you tell me I am not a lark bird asleep and dreaming that I
am old Kohokumu?”
I shrugged my shoulders, and he continued triumphantly:
“And how do you know but what you are old Maui himself asleep and
dreaming that you are John Lakana talking with me in a canoe? And may
you not awake old Maui yourself, and scratch your sides and say that you
had a funny dream in which you dreamed you were a _haole_?”
“I don’t know,” I admitted. “Besides, you wouldn’t believe me.”
“There is much more in dreams than we know,” he assured me with great
solemnity. “Dreams go deep, all the way down, maybe to before the
beginning. May not old Maui have only dreamed he pulled Hawaii up from
the bottom of the sea? Then would this Hawaii land be a dream, and you,
and I, and the squid there, only parts of Maui’s dream? And the lark
bird too?”
He sighed and let his head sink on his breast.
“And I worry my old head about the secrets undiscoverable,” he resumed,
“until I grow tired and want to forget, and so I drink swipes, and go
fishing, and sing old songs, and dream I am a lark bird singing in the
sky. I like that best of all, and often I dream it when I have drunk
much swipes . . . ”
In great dejection of mood he peered down into the lagoon through the
water-glass.
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