Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
Yes, I told them, in replying to questioning, there was Mrs. Parsons
and her son and a daughter. Mr. Parsons was dead. His son had always
loved the country, and having inherited a small farm from an uncle, he
and his mother and sister had gone to live on it. Was the daughter
pretty? I did not know. I had not seen her for some years, and girls
change so. The son was the same age as I was. No, we had not gone to
the same school, and he did not know Grahame Hallward. Our
acquaintance had come of our living near each other.
I changed the subject as soon as possible.
Soon after I found occasion to say that I had met young Parsons in
London, and that he had asked me to go down and spend a few days at
their farm near Norwich. I felt the whole thing to be lamentably
clumsy. It would have been better to get to know someone near Mr.
Gascoyne’s rectory, but it was done, and as soon as I had finished
with the Parsons family I intended to ship them all off to Canada,
where there are as many farms as the imagination can desire.
When I declared that I must accept their invitation, or Mrs. Parsons
and her children would be hurt, I fancy Miss Gascoyne’s face lighted.
I was sure that she had endowed me with all sorts of good qualities to
which I could lay no claim. She was touched at my consideration for
the Parsons’ feelings. She was a woman incapable of giving love where
she could not give respect.
The world only knowing me through the medium of a trial for murder has
no doubt made up its mind that anyone who could respect me must have
been a very bad judge of character. The world, however, is not itself
a very good judge of character. To man, his fellow-creatures are as a
rule divided into two classes, viz.: the penny plain and twopence
coloured. If Mr. Brown has been found with Mr. Jones’s wife, Mr. Brown
is a complete and wholly irreclaimable blackguard. That he has been an
honest citizen, an attentive husband, and an irreproachable father
hitherto counts for nothing. These virtues only aggravate the offence,
inasmuch as they are shown by the nature of his guilt to have been
mere hypocrisies. Public exposure is the real guilt in his
fellow-men’s eyes. The old, old crime of being found out is the
unforgivable offence. They know in their hearts that he is rather a
fine fellow, that his slip is what might have happened to any of them.
They have probably some such little liability still unpaid standing to
their own account, but this does not make them one whit the less
severe in judging their foolish fellow who has been discovered. It is
thus. A man who has been in the dock and has been convicted loses the
right to claim any virtues. As for a man who has been convicted of
murder! What can be said for him? Just as he has been found guilty of
the crime the law holds most wicked, so must he be capable of
committing all those crimes which murder is supposed to take
precedence of.
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