Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
It was a trying scene, however. No man likes to see a woman whom he
loves suffer, and Sibella displayed a quite extraordinary amount of
resentment, considering that physical jealousy cannot in the nature of
things be as strong a passion with woman as with man.
“You will kiss her, and make love to her,” she moaned.
“My sweetheart,” I murmured, taking her in my arms, “you know
perfectly well that I do not love anyone in the wide world as well as
I do you—but just think what this marriage will do for me.”
“I have sacrificed so much for you, Israel; you might at least
sacrifice something for me.”
“My darling, I will make any sacrifice that you can show me is
necessary.”
“This is the end of everything between us, you will see. I shall never
be happy again.”
She was softening; the danger was over. I pointed out that she had
made the marriage she wanted to; she might at least allow me the same
privilege.
“I did not know that I was in love with you,” she whimpered.
I reasoned with her in the most winning way. I would send her a little
French novel, one of the most philosophical works I had ever read,
although presented as the lightest of fiction, a pill coated like a
sugar-plum. In it there were two people who had loved each other all
their lives, and kept their romance evergreen because they did not
marry. Marriage spoilt so many things. It was the microscope turned on
to the apparently limpid waters of romance. It showed a mass of
horrid, swirling, swimming, ugly things that there was no need to see.
Why use a microscope? She must have learned the evil of the
matrimonial microscope from Lionel. Delusions were as good as
realities if one were consistent. If we had been rich we might have
married each other. Therefore, poverty knew what was best for us, and
had been our most sincere friend.
I think I left her pacified; at least, to the extent of not being
dangerous. Lionel came in, and I was obliged to go.
I was compelled of course to spend a great deal of time at South
Kensington. Edith was radiantly happy, and her romance had brought
something into her face which it had hitherto lacked. I was very proud
of her. Poor Sibella, who had seen her at some public function, had
evidently not expected anything so beautiful, for she declared that I
must surely love so exquisite a creature better than herself. As a
matter of fact, Miss Gascoyne’s beauty, although of a higher type, was
not so dazzling as Sibella’s, and I could honestly say, “One admires
Miss Gascoyne, but one does not love her,” which had a very good
effect on Sibella. It was put authoritatively, and it convinced her.
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