Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
The letter, together with the morning paper, was lying in the hall
when, half asleep, I passed through it one early spring morning on my
way to the kitchen to cook my breakfast. I was at the moment doing
such housework as was necessary. I made myself a cup of tea, toasted
some bread and boiled an egg before I opened it. Having read it I sat
still as if mesmerised by its contents. I thought I must have
misjudged the man, till I reflected that had it not been for the blow
my hand had dealt him his nature would have remained hard as before. I
was on the borderland of remorse, and it was the aim of my life to
keep out of that ghostly territory. I had from the first made up my
mind to regard the whole matter of the Gascoyne family from a purely
business-like point of view, and so I turned to the practical side of
his letter, which required consideration.
Was it possible to make use of him in any way? That was the essential
consideration. The first thing to decide was whether it was likely he
would recognise me as having been at Lowhaven. As far as the inquest
was concerned I had no fear. I had kept well out of his sight. On the
other hand, even supposing he had not seen me, was it good policy to
conceal the fact that I had been there—always supposing that I decided
to make use of him? At any moment someone might turn up and betray the
fact, and a reason for the concealment would not be easy to find.
Perhaps some idea of putting me in his dead son’s place had entered
his mind, and thus the question of finance would be settled. I
pondered over the pros and cons for nearly a week. One day the pros
carried all before them and the cons were in full retreat. The next
day the retreating objections had entrenched themselves, impossible to
dislodge. The cons had behind them the full force of a nervous
objection to facing Mr. Gascoyne, an objection well to be understood.
Still, the solving of the financial difficulty was all important. I
was near my last sovereign. I could always refuse any offer he made me
should it threaten to clip my claws too completely, or smother my
freedom of action in a London office. I waited till the sovereign was
broken into before I made up my mind. In fact, I waited till my last
half-sovereign was eighteenpence to the bad, and all my boots showed
signs of wear. Then I decided to risk it, and I wrote saying I would
call on Mr. Gascoyne at his City address at noon the next day. I
received a telegram saying that he would prefer it should be one
o’clock, from which I deduced that he proposed to give me his luncheon
hour, and would possibly ask me to share that meal should I be
presentable. I have always had a rare instinct for deducing correct
conclusions from the faintest suggestions, and it has been invaluable
in acquainting me with the peculiarities of fields on which imminent
battles were to be fought. Evidently Mr. Gascoyne was inclined to be
friendly, therefore modesty and frankness were the weapons with which
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