Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
Either he was wonderfully softened, or the letter he had written me
when I first applied to him was utterly unlike himself. I was unable
to make out which was correct, but I inclined to the former
conclusion.
“I have been wondering,” he said, when we were seated over some
cutlets and a very good bottle of wine, “why you were so long in
answering my letter.”
I replied, with every appearance of frankness, that it had taken some
amount of thought before I could decide to put my pride in my pocket
and swallow his former snub.
“I thought it was that,” he answered. “I must frankly admit that my
reply to your application was very uncalled for, but when I wrote it I
was smarting somewhat under the ingratitude of a young man I had taken
into my office a short time before.”
“It is forgotten,” I said. “After all, men in your position must
receive a host of requests for favours that you are unable to comply
with.”
“That is true,” he said, “quite true; but still, from one claiming
relationship—however, let us forget it. Tell me about yourself.”
I was perfectly candid, and told him the story of my life. It was all
inexpressibly strange; this man bending forward with every appearance
of interest and sympathy listening to the life story of his son’s
murderer. I was amazed at the way I could pose, even to myself, as a
perfectly innocent person, and was secretly vain of a great artistic
success. I found myself filling in the picture which I was painting
for him with numerous little touches, all deliberately designed to
heighten a carefully considered effect. I told no lies, however;
indeed, it was quite unnecessary. Without that part dealing with his
own son the simple story was very effective. I did not hesitate to
hint that there was the memory of a woman troubling me. He was
sympathetic at once but did not urge further confidences at the
moment.
“Perhaps one of the other reasons why I was not particularly drawn by
your being a member of the Gascoyne family,” he said, when I had
finished, “was that I am not on friendly terms with any of them. My
wife was of humble origin, and such of them as I know were very
uncivil to her, and, to tell you the truth, the name of Gascoyne had
become somewhat distasteful to me.”
We were strolling back to the office and he had laid his hand loosely
in my arm. He had evidently taken a fancy to me. So much for the voice
of Nature. Indeed, all my life I have noticed that the voice of Nature
is a somewhat misleading guide; very apt to call the listener to
follow over all kinds of dangerous and quaking bogs. People have a
way, too, of labelling the shrill scream and tuneless croaking of
their own pet conventions and prejudices as the voice of Nature, if
the occasion suit them, and their shallow consciences do not
imperatively demand correct definitions.
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