Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
After lunch she left us alone to smoke. Young Gascoyne wheeled two
armchairs to the window, which was delightfully shaded, and, giving me
an excellent cigar, seated himself opposite with a pipe, and began to
talk of his love affair. Since he had discovered that I knew of the
secret meetings he had been only too anxious to make a confidant of
me.
“She absolutely prevents my thinking of anything else. I ought to be
working, you know, but I can’t. Every time I settle down to do
anything I think of her—she’s in my head and she stops there. The
whole day long I wonder what she’s doing. She’s an absolute servant to
those great big lubberly brothers of hers. Of course, they are kind to
her in a way, but they want her to marry some lout out of the village.
I don’t know how it will end, I am sure.”
“Oh, these things have a way of deciding themselves.”
“Yes, but not always satisfactorily.”
“Why, you don’t think——?”
“No, I don’t mean that, at least I hope to goodness not.”
“You had better make up your mind to forget her and come to town.”
“I couldn’t do it. It isn’t in me. It would take a will of iron. If my
sister were a man she would do it, but then Edith couldn’t have fallen
in love with anybody beneath her.”
This was so obviously true that it required no comment.
I was busy thinking while young Gascoyne babbled on, quite happy that
he had a listener. I reflected what a very useless person he was in
the world. He was quite right when he accused himself of a lack of
will. The probability was that at forty he would be a confirmed toper.
He was a pleasant companion enough, but had evidently as little
capacity for true friendship as for anything else.
His sudden affection for me was purely fictitious. I was the nearest
thing to hand, and an ordinarily amusing companion was a godsend amid
his present dullness. In town he would have seen nothing of me at all,
unless I could contribute to the gaiety of his life; in which case he
would no doubt give me a proportionate amount of his attention. The
poor girl whom he had honoured with his affection was likely to have a
very bad time of it should any mischief accrue. He was lovable enough
in his way, but he was of no particular value to mankind in general.
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