Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
Miss Gascoyne occupied my thoughts a great deal after I returned to
town, and for the first few days I even thought that Sibella had been
superseded. This I found not to be the case after a visit paid to the
Hallwards, in the course of which Lionel Holland succeeded in rousing
my jealousy to a high pitch by his ostentatious airs of
proprietorship. I was in love with two women: with Sibella
ecstatically as always, and with Miss Gascoyne. I was vain enough to
think that the rapid change in the latter’s demeanour towards me had
been in spite of herself. There was between us a decided sympathy. She
stood for all that, socially, I most admired.
My taste was always catholic, and her coldness and reserve attracted
me immeasurably, although I was also a slave to Sibella’s triviality
and butterfly gaiety. The picture in each case was complete, the
composition harmonious; and from the point of view of charm that is
everything. Dull people may derive credit from their very dullness if
they be consistent and hold their tongues; consistency achieves
character and interest, but an ignoble desire to imitate some
garrulous acquaintance will inevitably lead to disaster. In fact,
social prominence can only be achieved by the expression of the self
in its own peculiar way.
Miss Gascoyne’s stately, lily-like personality had also a peculiar
attraction for my Jewish blood. Her curiously vivid auburn hair, the
almost marble pallor of her skin, the enormous dark blue eyes, full of
a peaceful queenliness, were so alien to my own type as to subjugate
the opposite in me. In my polygamous scheme I could see her nowhere
except on the throne itself. Sibella might have the jewels, Edith
Gascoyne would inevitably demand a share of real power. Miss Gascoyne
made me proud to have a half right to the name she bore. She inspired
me with the same feeling of pride in relationship as the turrets and
battlements of Hammerton had done. For some days I indulged in dreams
in which she and I walked hand in hand through the social pageant,
eminently the right people in the right place.
I said nothing that week to Mr. Gascoyne of my having made the
acquaintance of his nephew and niece. I waited to see how matters
progressed. As I thought things over I came to the conclusion that he
would dislike it more than I had at first imagined. After all, it was
not he who had been insulted, it was his wife, and that was the
difficult thing to forgive. The young Gascoynes’ opportunity had been
their cousin’s death. It was undoubtedly an aggravation of the
estrangement that they seemed to have completely ignored the event.
I went down to Copsley, the village where Henry Gascoyne’s romance
dwelt, to reconnoitre. It was a fair-sized place, a village in the
proper sense of the word, and not a mere hamlet.
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