Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminalHorniman, Roy
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Israel Rank : $b The autobiography of a criminal
Horniman, Roy
Criminals -- Fiction; Detective and mystery stories; Humorous stories
I am not brave about blood, but the occasion demanded urgent measures.
I took out my pocket-knife, and deliberately drew the blade across the
little finger of my left hand. I then smeared the hoofs of the horse
and, binding my finger, left the stable. The dawn was just beginning
to lay ghostly hands on the garment of night. The stars trembled and
burned pale in the growing light.
Through the firs the coming day gave almost the effect of an expanse
of water beyond. In the cheerless air there was a touch of clamminess
which suggested rain, whilst heavy, sulky-looking clouds were driven
slowly towards the east.
I walked with a melancholy step along the sandy path that led through
the plantation. What would poor Janet Gray do? I made a point of
letting my sympathies have as much play as was compatible with my own
interest. As a matter of fact, her situation was slightly bettered,
excepting that her lover was dead—than which no greater grief can come
to any human being. But at the same time she would receive a much
larger meed of pity than would otherwise have been her lot.
If Nat Holway were fool enough to give himself up it would be
unpleasant, although I could not forget that even if he had not
actually accomplished his purpose, it had been his full intention to
murder Harry Gascoyne. Still, he was a fine fellow, and it was not
nice to think of lives unnecessarily wasted. The next afternoon I
would go over to Copsley and reconnoitre. I must confess that I found
the whole thing very exciting, especially as I myself stood in
absolutely no danger.
On returning to the inn I found the landlord waiting up for me, a
great feat for a man who was usually somewhat heavy with alcohol. He
plied me with questions, and appeared terribly shocked at the sad
catastrophe.
“Such an open-handed young gentleman, sir, and his sister doting on
him as she did. Well, there, you never know. The Lord has His own way
of doing things.”
He sighed and looked as if to say that were it not for this undeniable
fact he might be prevailed upon to take a hand in the management of
the universe.
I lay open-eyed, tossing from side to side. Miss Gascoyne stood
between myself and sleep. Although I could put an irrevocable fact
like death out of my mind I could not dismiss a living grief so
easily. I knew that she was capable of terrible suffering. Her brother
had been her all. At the same time, while feeling acutely for her I
could not help reflecting what a much better match she would now be.
Sixteen hundred a year was not great wealth, but when combined with a
woman like Miss Gascoyne it was a prize worth having.
I believe there is not the character, however elevated, which does not
at a moment of supreme grief calculate the particular degree of
benefit or disadvantage it will obtain from it.
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