Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
This process soon brought him to the suspicion that in his case
Aesculapius's science was guess-work. But we go on hoping and hoping
something from traditional remedies, even when they fail and fail and
fail before our eyes.
He was often light-headed, and vented schemes of charity and benevolence
ludicrous by their unearthly grandeur. One day he was more than
light-headed--he was delirious, and frightened his kind nurses; and to
this delirium succeeded great feebleness, and this day for the first
time Susan made up her mind that it was Heaven's will earth should lose
this man, of whom, in truth, earth was scarce worthy. She came to his
side and said tenderly,
“Let me do something for you. Shall I read to you, or sing you a hymn?”
Her voice had often soothed and done him good. “Tell me what I can do
for you!”
The man smiled gratefully, then looked imploringly in her eyes, and
said, “Dear Susan, go for me into the prison and pay Strutt and Robinson
each a visit. Strutt the longest, he is the oldest. Poor things! they
miss me sadly.”
Susan made no foolish objection. She did what she was asked, and came
back and told him all they had said and all she had said; and how kind
everybody was to her in the prison; and how they had all asked how he
was to-day.
“They are very good,” said he feebly.
Soon after he dosed; and Susan, who always wore a cheerful look to his
face, could now yield to her real feelings.
She sat at some little distance from the bed and tried to work, and
every now and then looked up to watch him, and again and again her eyes
were blinded; and she laid down her work, for her heart said to her, “A
few short days and you will see him no more.”
Mrs. Davies, too, was grave and sad. She had made the house neat and
clean from cellar to garret, and now he who should have enjoyed it lay
there sick unto death.
“Susan,” said she, “I doubt I have been sent here to set his house in
order against his--”
“Oh! don't tell me that,” cried Susan, and she burst into a fit of
sobbing, for Mrs. Davies had harped her own fear.
“Take care, he is waking, Susan. He must not see us.”
“Oh, no!” and the next moment she was by her patient's side with a
cheerful look and voice and manner well calculated to keep any male
heart from sinking, sick or well.
Heavy heart and hopeful face! such a nurse was Susan Merton. This
kind deception became more difficult every day. Her patient wasted and
wasted; and the anxious look that is often seen on a death-stricken
man's face showed itself. Mrs. Davies saw it and Susan saw it; but the
sick man himself as yet had never spoken of his decease; and both Mrs.
Davies and Susan often wondered that he did not seem to see his real
state.
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