But as her voice grew hushed, and she relaxed her hold, he turned and
said,
"Miss Neville, you love this man?"
"Oh, no, no, no!" replied Amy, now fairly sobbing.
"Then why this interest in him? Why seek to palliate his conduct, base
as I believe it to be?"
"I would not, if I thought it base, but--but I do not. I am but a poor
ignorant girl, but I implore you, for your wife's sake--your own sake,
do nothing rashly."
"I will not. I am calm again--as calm as you wish; but this must be
sifted to the very core, must be explained till all is as clear as the
moon, which shines so brightly through that half-darkened window. No
half measures will satisfy me. I must not only be convinced, but feel
so. You say he is pleading his love for another--entreating _her_ good
will in his behalf. Be it so. Then who is this other?"
He was quiet now, very quiet; with a firm, gloomy determination from
which there could be no escape, no loophole to creep out of. All must be
as clear as day. He had stood his wife's heartless conduct too long, he
would stand it no longer. No half measures, as before, would now satisfy
that angry husband, with the demon jealousy roused in his heart--that
stern yet loving heart.
Alas! this jealousy, what mischief it causes. What hearts it sunders and
wounds with its fierce stabs; and how powerless are most to rise above
it or shake off its strong iron grasp. If once allowed to enter our
hearts it is an enemy difficult to contend with; still more difficult to
get rid of, for although only a small corner may be taken possession of
or unwillingly granted it at first, yet in time what a much larger
portion becomes its share.
"Who is this other?" again asked Mr. Linchmore, more gently.
"I cannot tell," replied Amy.
"I am willing to believe, Miss Neville, it is as you say; but there must
be no more trifling or prevarication, matters have become too serious
for that. This other you speak of. Who is she? I _must_ know; and if
this man's heart is capable of love, and she loves him," and he looked
fixedly at Amy, and spoke more slowly as if wishing her to weigh well
every word, "then let her be his wife; if she wills it so; but--it will
be to her sorrow."
"You cannot tell that," replied Amy, seeing he waited for her to speak.
"He may love her with all his heart."
"He may. But what is all his heart when he is so ready to trifle with
others? Miss Neville," and his voice was still more gentle, and very
pitying in its tone; "you are alone, perhaps feel alone in this house,
and are young, very young to be so thrown upon the world, which you find
a cold and desolate one, I have no doubt. _He_ has been ever kind and
courteous. I fear too much so, and I do not wonder he has created an
interest in your heart, and at last won it. But he must not be allowed
to trifle with it while I stand by. No. It shall never be!"
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