A dull, heavy despair was fast creeping over her spirits; what could be
done now? Oh! for some one to aid her! What if she spoke to Robert
Vavasour, and urged him on to make Amy his at all hazards; she felt
certain he loved her with all his heart. Suppose she told him of Amy's
secret, and apparently hopeless love for her cousin, as the true reason
why she would refuse to listen to his suit. But then again, he might be
too proud to marry a woman whose heart was another's, on the mere
dangerous chance of being able to win it in the end, and if he should
think so and give her up? might not Charles hear of it and return, and
then all her hopes be dashed to the ground, just as they seemed on the
point of being accomplished?
Frances sat moodily by the smouldering fire, tapping her foot
impatiently on the ground in utter vexation of spirit, her heart aching
and her temples throbbing with the anguish of her thoughts. She had a
strong ruthless will; but how to make others bend to it? How bring them
under the influence of it? She chafed with angry vexation; no rest had
she that night; but lay restlessly tossing about the bed, when at last,
utterly worn out, she threw herself impatiently on it. It was the first
drawback she had had in the task she had set herself to accomplish. If
Robert Vavasour would only defer his proposal to Miss Neville for one
day? Give her time to think of some fresh stratagem! But no. Mr.
Linchmore had willed it otherwise. Had she not heard him tell Miss
Neville he would have an explanation from Mr. Vavasour of what he had
seen in the conservatory; and that Frances knew right well could lead
but to one result: a repetition of his conversation with Mrs.
Linchmore, disclosing his love for her governess.
As Frances drew up her blind in the morning, almost hating the winter's
sun as it streamed in at the window, she knew a few short hours would
decide Amy's fate and hers. A reprieve she could not hope for: it was
simply impossible. Still she did not give up all hope; a trifle might
yet turn the tide of events in her favour; so she went downstairs to
breakfast, her head filled as much as ever with schemes and plots. How
it beat with renovated hope as she heard that Mr. Linchmore had been
suddenly called away on business early that morning. How she wished it
might last for days!
The studies did not progress very happily that morning, although Amy set
herself resolutely to work, and strove to drive away the troubled
thoughts that crowded into her brain. But they would come back do what
she would. How many false notes were played by Fanny, without being
noticed, at her morning's practising; and mistakes made by Edith at her
French reading without correction. Every moment Amy expected and awaited
a summons from Mr. Linchmore; but none came; and as the morning wore on,
she grew restless and impatient.
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