"Mr Louvaine," said Lady Oxford in a kinder voice, "I can see that you
have never reckoned till this moment whither your course should lead
you, nor what lay at the end of the road you traversed. I am sorry for
you, rather than angered; for I believe you thought no ill: you simply
failed to think at all, as so many have done before you. Yet is it the
truest kindness not to cover your path by a deluding mist, but to point
out to you plainly the end of the way you are going. Trust me, if this
witness in mine hand were traced to you by them in power, they should
not take your testimony for truth so easily as I may. I know you, and
the stock whence you come; to them, you were but one of a thousand,
without favour or distinction. Maybe you think me hard; yet I ensure
you, you have no better friend, nor one that shall give you truer
counsel than this which I have given. Go you into the country, the
further from London the better, and lie as quiet as you may, till the
whole matter be blown over, and maybe some time hence, it shall be
possible to sue you a pardon from his Majesty to cover all."
"Some time!" broke from Aubrey's lips.
"Ay, and be thankful it is no worse. He that leaps into a volcano,
counting it but a puddle, shall not find it a puddle, but a volcano.
You have played with firebrands, Mr Louvaine, and must not marvel nor
grumble to feel the scorching of your fingers."
Aubrey's silence was the issue of sheer despair.
"You must leave this house to-day," said the Countess firmly, "and not
as though you went on a journey. Go forth this afternoon, as for a walk
of pleasure, and carrying nothing save what you can put in your pockets.
When you have set a few miles betwixt yourself and the town, you may
then hire an horse, and ride quickly. I would counsel you not to
journey too direct--if you go north or south, tack about somewhat to
east and west; one may ride with far more safety than many. I am not,
as you know, over rich, yet I will, for my Lady Lettice' sake, lend you
a sufficiency to carry you an hundred miles--and if it fall out that you
are not able to return the loan, trouble yourself not thereabout. I am
doing my best for you, Mr Louvaine, not my worst."
"I thank your Ladyship," faltered the unhappy youth. "But--must I not
so much as visit my grandmother?"
It was no very long time since the White Bear had been to Aubrey a
troublesome nuisance. Now it presented itself to his eyes in the
enticing form of a haven of peace. He was loved there: and he began to
perceive that love, even when it crossed his wishes, was better worth
having than the due reward of his deeds.
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