For in the northern part of California there is little of the induced
luxuriance of the South. There is something of the Eastern farmer's
fight with the elements and a Nature that is not always overly kind or
utterly dependable, and our garden was not a thing of lovely lawns,
dense shrubs and misty glades. Far from it. Our flower beds were as
practically irrigated as our orchards, standing deep in mud and lifting
their wonderful blossoms from the mire we so religiously provided for
them. There was none of the trimness of an Eastern estate about our more
than practical, enterprising organization. Rather it bore the general
aspect of Boston Common after an August holiday. It was, in plain truth,
shockingly untidy, and I was horrified to realize that even I, who had
been so carefully reared by the immaculate Euphemia, had made only the
most feeble sort of effort to tidy up. I had been unable to see the
molehills for the mountains, as one might say. But now, with the thought
of the concentrated, condensed East before me, I perceived the
unevenness of our paths, the forgotten bundle of old papers outside the
storehouse, the broken gate which everyone cursed at but forgot to mend;
and the olive and orange clad hills beyond grew dim in my mind's eye
even as they formed but indistinguishable black patches in the
cloud-changing moonlight. A deep longing for my own kind of living swept
over me, and I even went so far as to experience a desire for Euphemia's
breakfast room on Chestnut Street, and the mended table linen--the
careful little things of life grown dear through years of painstakingly
careful usage.
Moved by this overwhelming impulse I was on the verge of rising and
gathering up that disgracefully untidy bundle of papers and carrying it
to the trash bin where it belonged, thus at once satisfying a normal
impulse and proving to myself that my upbringing had not been in vain,
when I became aware that the window above my head had been opened softly
and that someone--Peaches, without a doubt, since that was her
chamber--was standing there, crying softly.
My first impulse was to speak--to go to her with what comfort I was
capable of offering, but having for an instant refrained I could not do
so. Since the announcement of her betrothal to Markheim a wall had
sprung up between us as far as her intimate life was concerned. Indeed
she seemed to have withdrawn into herself curiously, though I doubt that
anyone realized it as keenly as did I.
And then having failed to speak immediately I found myself in an awkward
predicament. Should I move or not? I had no desire to eavesdrop for the
confidence she withheld, and yet I felt it my bounden duty as her
chaperon and guardian and older woman generally to know all about her by
one means or another, for her own good, and not out of mere female
curiosity. And so allowing my sense of responsibility to conquer my
delicacy I kept very still, and before long my diligence was rewarded.
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