Well, the rest of the house was beautiful as could be, and after we had
finished inspecting it we had tea in a wonderful glass room filled with
gay cretonnes and flowering plants, wicker chairs and caged canaries.
Two menservants served the refection. Mr. Sebastian Markheim had a
considerable household, that was plain, and I began to regret that I had
steadfastly stood with Peaches on refusing her father's suggestion of a
personal maid.
"There's something too public about it," had been her objection, which I
had sustained.
But here amid all these servitors I felt differently. Not that I felt
any indignity attached to our maidless condition, being, as I was, a
self-supporting female well able to afford one if I desired such a
thing. I could now live as I chose instead of as I aught, if you
understand me. But I knew that Peaches would have to get a female
attendant after she was married. Markheim was not the man to allow his
wife to live in comfort when he could provide her with luxury. And at
this juncture of my thought I stopped halfway through the sugared tea
biscuit, a terrible realization overwhelming me for the first time.
When Peaches was married she would no longer need me. Who then would
need me? Nobody? Not Euphemia, who never answered my letters, though she
always mutely cashed the inclosed checks. And would there be any checks
to send her? Where would they come from? It was a chilling thought, as
will readily be admitted. Why I had not thought of it sooner I cannot
say. It must have been evident from the moment of Peaches' engagement
that when the affair reached its consummation I would be, to put it
vulgarly, out of a job.
Of course I did not so greatly care for myself, but there was Euphemia,
the dependent, to consider, whose tradition of useless gentility must
not be disturbed in her declining years. True, I had saved a very
considerable portion of my salary and had almost twenty thousand dollars
distributed among six savings banks. That might conceivably tide us over
for the remainder of our lives. But I had acquired the habit of
remunerative occupation and close companionship with dear friends; also
a taste for French heels and facial massage whenever practical. And the
thought of the Chestnut Street house was, the more shame upon me for
saying it of my father's home, almost intolerable. And Mr. Pegg--dear
Pinto, how I should miss him! in a purely friendly way of course.
Fully realizing for the first time the bitterness of my situation I
refused a second sugared bun and rising remarked that as Sebastian
expected dinner guests we had best retire and obtain a little rest
before it was time to dress.
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