Perchance it was not Sandro, but his supposedly murdered elder brother.
That would, of course, account for the resemblance. This idea struck me
as being remarkably intelligent, and I at once began to search my mind
for its literary beginnings. My dear father used to say that all ideas
had literary beginnings and all beginnings contained a literary idea.
But neither Deadwood Dick, Edwin Arnold, Walter Pater or The Duchess
seemed to have supplied me with the thought, strive as I would to place
it among them. I was forced to claim it as original, and perhaps merely
the theme for a story's beginning. And despite my dear father's precept,
I do verily believe that I am at times productive of ideas quite my own,
as, for example, in the realm of love, wherein my manifold ideas must
have no other origin than my own brain, inasmuch as the only books on
the subject which we possessed at home were written by a Frenchman named
Balzac, and though ostensibly in English translation they were mostly
set forth in asterisks, dots and dashes.
But I digress. Let us return to the privacy of my chamber at the villa,
and the note to Wilkes, which somehow must be disposed of.
My first inclination was to procure a two-cent stamp and mail it--an
obvious solution. And yet I hesitated, because if by chance it should
miscarry and fall into the wrong hands, what dreadful consequences might
not ensue? What a, as one might say, roughhouse might it
not--er--precipitate! No, mailing would not do, because at best I might
be unable to find a mail box or post office before late the next day,
and I would certainly be unwilling to offer a note so addressed to one
of the other household servants.
Furthermore, I was hampered by a lack of familiarity with the house.
Doubtless there was a servants' mail box somewhere about the service
stairs, if only I knew where. But to wander round looking for it would
be both nerve-racking and indiscreet, particularly at such an hour.
Finally in desperation I was half tempted to burn the wretched thing,
and forbore only because of my promise to Alicia. My brain felt as if it
were on fire. I did not know what to do.
All at once the great room with its wide spaciousness and light hangings
seemed suffocatingly hot. I crossed to the window, and first
extinguishing the light in order not to attract the night insects,
opened it and sat down beside it, the better to meditate upon my course
of action. I was half determined to take the whole matter to Pinto Pegg
in the morning and allow him to settle our minds for us, even against
Alicia's will.
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