Child labor -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“Here it is, comrade; I knew very well that you would want it before
long.”
He swallowed an enormous draught; it was almost pure alcohol, but he
was so cold that it seemed like water. After a moment a comfortable
warmth spread over his whole system, and then began a burning sensation
in his stomach. To extinguish this fire he drank again. Fire within,
and fire without,—flame upon flame,—was this the way that he was to
live in future?
Then began a life of toil, hardship, and drunkenness that lasted three
years:—three years whose seasons were all alike in that heated room
down in the bowels of that big ship.
He sailed from country to country; he heard their names, Italian,
French, and Spanish, but of them all he saw nothing. The fairer the
climes they visited, the hotter was his chamber of torment. When he had
emptied his cinders, broken his coal, and filled his furnaces, he slept
the sleep of exhaustion and intoxication; for a stoker must drink if he
lives. In the darkness of his life there was but one bright spot, his
mother. She was like the Madonna in a chapel where all the lights are
extinguished save the one that burns before her shrine. Now that he had
become a man, much of the mystery of her life had become clear to him.
His respect for Charlotte was changed to tender pity, and he loved her
as we love those for whom we suffer. Even in his most despairing
moments he remembered the end for which he toiled, and a mechanical
instinct made him carefully preserve almost every sou of his wages.
Meanwhile, distance and time weakened the intercourse between mother
and son. Jack’s letters became more and more rare. Those of Charlotte
were frequent, but they spoke of things so foreign to his new life,
that he read them only to hear their music, the far off echo of a
living tenderness.
Letters from Etiolles told him of D’Argenton; later, some from Paris
spoke of their having again taken up their residence there, and of the
poet having founded a Review, in consequence of the solicitations of
friends. This would be a way of bringing his works prominently before
the public, as well as to increase his income. At Havana Jack found a
large package addressed to him. It was the first number of the
magazine. The stoker mechanically turned its leaves, leaving on them
the traces of his blackened fingers; and suddenly, as he saw the
well-known names of D’Argenton, Moronval, and Hirsch on the smooth
pages, he was seized with wild rage and indignation, and he cried
aloud, as he shook his fist impatiently in the air, “Wretches,
wretches! what have you made of me?”
This emotion was but brief; day by day his intellect weakened, and,
strangely enough, he gained in physical health; he was stronger, and
better able to support the fatigues of his daily labor; he seemed
hardly to recognize any difference between his days when the ship
tossed and groaned, and his nights when he slept a drunken sleep,
disturbed only by an occasional nightmare.
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