Child labor -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The poet was very much surprised; it seemed to him that he had dictated
much more. The terrible advantage thought has over expression
bewildered him. All that he dreamed, all that was in embryo within his
brain, he fancied was already in form and on the page, and he was
aghast at the disproportion between the dream and the reality. His
delusion was like that of Don Quixote,—he believed himself in the
Empyrean, and took the vapors from the kitchen for the breath of
heaven, and, seated on his wooden horse, felt all the shock of an
imaginary fall.. Had he been in such a state of mental exaltation
merely to produce those two lines? Were these the only result of that
frantic rubbing of his dishevelled hair, of that weary pacing to and
fro?’
He was furious, for he felt that he was ridiculous. “It is your fault,”
he said to Charlotte. “How can a man work in the face of a crying
woman? It is always the same thing—nothing is accomplished. Years pass
away and the places are filled. Do you not know how small a thing
disturbs literary composition? I ought to live in a tower a thousand
feet above all the futilities of life, instead of being surrounded by
caprices, disorder, and childishness.” As he speaks he strikes a
furious blow upon the table, and poor Charlotte, with the tears pouring
from her eyes, gathers up the pens and papers that have flown about the
room in wild confusion.
The arrival of Dr. Hirsch ends this deplorable scene, and after a while
tranquillity is restored. The doctor is not alone; Labassandre comes
with him, and both are grave and mysterious in their manner.
Charlotte turns hastily. “What news, doctor?” she asks.
“None, madame; no news whatever.”
But Charlotte detected a covert glance at D’Argenton, and knew that the
physician’s words were false.
“And what do the officers of the Company say?” continued the mother,
determined to learn the truth.
Labassandre undertook to answer, and while he spoke, the doctor
contrived to convey to D’Argenton that the Cydnus had gone to the
bottom,—“a collision at sea—every soul was lost.”
D’Argenton’s face never changed, and it would have been difficult to
form any idea of his feelings.
“I have been at work,” he said. “Excuse me, I need the fresh air.”
“You are right,” said Charlotte; “go out for a walk;” and the poor
woman, who usually detained her poet in the house lest the high-born
ladies of the Faubourg St. Germain should entrap him, is this evening
delighted to see him leave her, that she may weep in peace—that she may
yield to all the wild terror and mournful presentiments that assail
her. This is why even the presence of the servant annoys her, and she
sends her to her attic.
“Madame wishes to be alone! Is not madame afraid? The noise of the wind
is very dismal on the balcony.”
“No, I am not afraid; leave me.”
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