Child labor -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
“No, mademoiselle,” he answered, in a low, ashamed voice; and he
withdrew his glass,—for which effort of self-denial he was rewarded by
one of those eloquent looks of gratitude which some women can give, and
which are only understood by those whom they address.
“Upon my word, a conversion!” said the doctor, laughing. But Jack was
converted only after the fashion of savages, who consent to believe in
God only to please the missionaries. The peasants of Etiolles, at work
in the fields, who saw Jack on his way home that night, might have had
every reason to suppose that he was crazy or intoxicated. He was
talking to himself, and gesticulating wildly. “Yes,” he exclaimed, “M.
d’Argenton was right: I am a mere artisan and must live and die with my
equals; it is useless for me to try and rise above them.” It was a very
long time since the young man had felt any such energy. New thoughts
and ideas crowded into his mind; among them was Cécile’s image. What a
marvel of grace and purity she was! He sighed as he thought that had he
been differently educated, he might have ventured to ask her to become
his wife. At this moment, as he turned a sharp angle in the road, he
found himself face to face with Mother Salé, who was dragging a fagot
of wood. The old woman looked at him with a wicked smile, that in his
present mood exasperated him to such a degree that his look of anger so
terrified the old creature that she dropped her fagot and ran into the
wood.
That evening he spent in darkness, and lighted neither fire nor lamp.
Seated in a corner of the dining-room, with his eyes fixed on the glass
doors that led to the garden, through which the soft mist of a superb
autumnal night was visible, he thought of his childhood, and of the
last years of his life.
No, Cécile would not marry him. In the first place, he was a mechanic;
secondly, his birth was illegitimate. It was the first time in his life
that this thought had weighed upon him, for Jack had not lived among
very scrupulous people. He had never heard his father’s name mentioned,
and therefore rarely thought of him, being as unable to measure the
extent of his loss as a deaf mute is unable to realize the blessing of
the senses he lacks.
But now the question of his birth occupied him to the exclusion of all
others.
He had listened calmly to the name of his father when Charlotte told
it; but now he would like to learn from her every detail. Was he really
a marquis? Was he certainly dead? Had not his mother said this merely
to avoid the disclosure of a mortifying desertion? And if this father
were still alive, would he not be willing to give his name to his son?
The poor fellow was ignorant of the fact that a true woman’s heart is
more moved by compassion than by all the vain distinctions of the
world.
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