"God help me," he went on, "and save Elsie as He has saved me—from
myself—through it all. I see it now—through all my life—my own fool
will, my obstinacy, madness, sin—unseeingness: brought me through it
all, back to my own, my family name, my earldom—my own—Great God, think
of it—what has been done to unseeing, uncaring me! How much I have
received—how little I have earned!"
I left him a strong man pacing the floor, his face aglow with a new
life.
Elsie had slept twelve hours.
"We can’t awaken her," said the doctor as I went in after a short sleep.
"I suspect you possess unconsciously hypnotic power, Jack. It all looks
like it. You must awaken her if you can. I don’t wish to use heroic
means."
"If I have," I said, "I am not aware of it. But let me talk to her. And
if you please I would rather only Marget stayed."
"Surely," he said nodding. "If she wakens we want no one with her but
you. And you’ll just keep her thinking she’s at her old place by the
dairy."
I sat down by her, taking her hand in the old way. She was smiling in
her sleep. Then I said laughingly in her ear, slapping her cheek with
the back of my hand, "Wake up, little Heart’s Ease; we are going to the
spring. It’s Jack. I will not go unless you go with me, to gather the
Bluebells of Scotland on the hills—come—wake up!"
Instantly she sat up, her blue eyes resting calmly on me.
"Jack," she said, putting her arms about my neck, "I had wondered—I have
worried because—for so long a time I seem not to be able to
remember—where you were."
I laughed. "Nonsense; you have only dreamed a bad dream last night,"
said I.
Marget was bustling around the room pretending to clean up. Her voice
choked so that she could scarcely speak and yet she said bravely,
"Surely, Elsie. It is as Mr. Jack says. You’ve been sick a little and
had bad dreams."
Elsie clung to me sobbing. "Jack, my bonny Jack," she said, "it’s good
of you, but I am all right now; I am strong again, so much stronger than
you would ever believe."
"You must not let yourself think of anything unpleasant," I said
quietly, "for my sake now, Elsie, and daddy’s."
"I couldn’t, Jack," she said with all her old frank candor, "with you
here. It all came because I thought you were gone. Call Daddy in," she
said firmly, "I want to talk to you all."
Colonel Goff was already in the room, the smile on his face telling of
his great joy. He knelt by the bedside, kissing her. He was laughing
boyishly. "Bless me, but my Lady Elsie is feeling fine, isn’t she?"
said he.
Elsie nodded happily.
"And you and I have been so blind, Daddy," she said, laying her hand on
mine. "So blind, both of us. Now, you know what we are going to do? I
am going to be very strong and well in a few days and then we are all
going to our English home, you and me, Marget and Tammas, and we are
going to find Eloise. Find her, Daddy, and make her well—for Jack—if it
takes half of all that earldom of yours."
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