There is little to tell of my leaving; of my quick decision to fight for
my country and for you, Eloise. For, cast from my father’s house there
was nothing left but my country’s, and losing the love of my kindred
there was only your own great love left me, yours and my country’s. For
these I am fighting. But at the last—I know you will want to hear it
all—at the last our old grandsire seemed strangely touched, and the
memory of it has burned my heart, once strangely amid flying Filipino
bullets on the firing line, and once amid the thunders of the great
thirteen-inch guns from the Monadnoc. And right glad I believe he will
be when he learns, that though he called me a fool for refusing a soft
place as aide to dear old Hawthorne, and a greater fool because I
refused a commission which he himself could have got for me for the
asking, and took a musket in the ranks instead, that I have risen from a
private to the Captaincy of the crack company of the First Tennessee.
So say the Regulars of the Bloody Fourth that we backed to a fight to
the death against the Filipino trenches. So says old Hawthorne
himself—God’s blessing on his old white head!—now commanding our
brigade, who led us in with the rebel yell in his throat! And riding
Satan, Dear Heart; cannot you see the picture, such a man on such a
horse! And you should have seen how Satan loves the firing line and how
he hates the smell of a Filipino and his pony!
* * * * *
But this story must be told straight even in a love letter to my unseen
love in an unknown land.
When I left home I only took my father’s sword and Satan. I took him
because of my love of you, and that old Hawthorne, our General, might
have a horse to ride into battle that should be worthy of his rider.
For if you have ever thought of it, sweetheart, you will know that no
great soldier ever owned a mean horse.
I joined a company of the First Tennessee. In the company next to me was
Braxton Bragg, commanding it by the influence of our old grandsire.
My first promotion came in San Francisco, where we camped for a month
before sailing for Manila, via Honolulu. Our Captain was a Tennessee
lawyer who knew little of the game. It was I who drilled the company,
my German work stood me in good stead, and we won on dress parade drill.
We were the best drilled company of the First Tennessee. Then our
Captain resigned to practice law in San Francisco, and I was made First
Lieutenant.
We dropped anchor off the city of Manila, November 28. It was an
inspiring sight as we sailed into the Bay, to see the sunken Spanish
ships, and Dewey’s flag ship with Old Glory flying, proclaiming
Republican Liberty for the first time to the waters of the great Far
East.
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