Even in my heartache, in my despair at giving up Eloise, I thought often
of Elsie; for, having known her since she was a tot of three years, when
she came to live with Tammas and Marget, riding her, a wee girl in front
of me on my pony, going with her, a little maid, over the hills to hunt
for some Scotch flowers, I had that attachment for her that one has for
a little sister. She had developed far more beautifully than I had
dreamed of, both spiritually and in body; for the connection between
them at last is the same. I had never thought before that there was any
mystery about Elsie. Tammas and Marget, with all their apparent
frankness, had the greatest inherited trait of their race, a shrewd
secretiveness when it was best. Heretofore I had thought of Elsie only
as their orphaned grandchild. I supposed her father was some sturdy
Scotchman of their own class, who, perhaps, died after his wife, or, if
alive, had given her to her grandparents. But now I saw differently;
perhaps her beauty, and the romantic turn events had taken; the Juliet
outpouring of her own exquisite nature had touched in me some subtle
instinct.
It was this affair of Braxton Bragg which worried me most of all. I had
not seen him since I returned. I did not want to. There are those born
into our lives who seem always to oppose, thwart, counteract what we do.
Braxton Bragg had played this part in my life. I could not escape him,
try as I would. Even when I was in Germany, with an ocean between us,
had he not cheated me of my own birthright? He was with his company in
the city of Nashville, where the Tennessee troops were mobilized for the
war. They expected orders to sail for the Philippines any day. All his
life Braxton Bragg, weak as he was in character and mind, with that
conceit which often goes with weakness, had really believed that, after
he had acquired The Home Stretch, or a greater military reputation in
the army, he would marry Eloise. All his life he had openly proclaimed
it. His mentality was not great, and he had not yet learned that in
real love monies, farms, reputation, fame, are the least that count.
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