My Aunt and Eloise had returned; the Cumberland races, the social event
of the year, began the next day, and in accordance with her custom my
Aunt was giving her annual ball. This time it was to serve a two-fold
purpose; for it was also in honor of Eloise and Colonel Goff and was to
be the formal announcement of their coming marriage.
I rode over early. If I was needed I wanted to help as of old; and I
had seen neither of them since they had returned a week ago, for I had
been away for several weeks, in an adjoining county, earning my first
fee in forestry. I had been employed by a corporation to pass upon a
large tract of timber, to report its millage and availability, but best
of all I was to put my plans into effect in its harvesting, cutting out
only the ripe trees, and preserving the young ones beneath from death
and mutilation.
I had spent two weeks among them. There were many different kinds, and
they had become almost like children to me, and like children, they each
had different temperaments—these trees—different forms, dispositions,
dreams, and they always talked to me, through their little leaves, but
sweetest of all in the night, even as children do, when, full of
themselves and of life, they gossip so friendly in the balm of the June
moon. They told me like village gossipers, of their every little
affair, their little vexes, turmoils, the very little scandals of their
wood. And in more stirring moods when the night winds would arise and
sweep through them the writers, minstrels and poets, stirred to historic
flights, quivered with their greater dreams, sang their tales of tree
tragedies, of wars had, of fights for life and of martyr and hero
deaths.
And I had lain and listened, and felt my heart grow big with throbbing
even as when I first read of the wanderings of Ulysses.
I came from out among them older, braver, better. I came with higher
motives for my own life and eyes which saw clearer into the future and
read more kindly the lives of others.
And gladly would I have stayed in the wood among them, to go back—rather
than to see what I must see—Eloise betrothed to another. No tree
tragedy could be more cruel than that which had killed the love of my
own life.
In withholdingness and sorrow I left them: "duty" not as someone has
said, "is the sublimest word in the English language" because duty is
often done in pleasure, but the real sublimity of duty is the duty done
in pain. To fail to go were cowardice, and I was no coward even if my
grandsire did think so.
But when I went into the great hall of The Home Stretch, filled with
chattering guests, the contrast was poignant. It was as if deep in the
sleeping and silent forces a cloud of chattering birds had landed
suddenly among my trees.
"It is good to see you home again, Jack."
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