I could learn nothing from the servants. Aunt Lucretia, Eloise, and the
nurse had gone. They had carried Eloise in a cot to the train and
boarded it. It was Thomas, the driver, who gave me Aunt Lucretia’s
letter. She wrote, "I have thought it all over, Jack, and this is the
only thing to do. All of them are agreed, that she can never walk again.
To keep her at home will only make life a tragedy to you both. It is
best that you never see her again, nor she you. Sentiment is one thing,
and life another. Sometimes they go together, and it is well. But when
they cannot, when sentiment lives and that love of nature which
reproduces life is dead, it is folly to quibble, for the loss of being
is the loss of life. Be sensible, brave, and manly as you have always
been and forget Eloise. Changed conditions change one’s life. You must
change yours. I have a request to make. I shall be at home in a month,
but I do not want you ever to mention Eloise to me, for I shall not tell
you where she is. This is hard, but I am doing it for your good, as I
have always done, my dear boy. When I return if she is alive you may
write to her, since she has begged me so, and this is the only one
happiness the poor child will have in her stunted life, and I will see
that she gets the letters, though she can never reply. It is best to
forget."
The little note Eloise sent brought tears. It was a heart’s-ease that
Aunt Lucretia had evidently gathered for her, and under it was written,
"_I am widowed of love but I am wedded. Forgive me, forget me, but love
me always, Jack, as I shall you—Eloise._"
*CHAPTER II*
*A DREAM AND ITS ENDING*
In my grief at the going of Eloise I remember little of what I did in
the next few days. Then I received a note from Colonel Goff asking me
to ride over to The Manor, as both he and Elsie wanted to see me.
On the way I stopped to see Tammas and Marget. In their worship of
Elsie I believe they thought only of her and her happiness. They had
certainly not understood about my relations with Eloise. Their
happiness was plain to be seen, the very laughter which at times broke
over their honest faces told me clearly their pride and happiness in the
turn affairs had taken with Elsie and me.
But despite my efforts not to show what was crushing my heart, they
perceived that something was very seriously wrong with me.
"Ay, Jackie, ’tis a hard time you have been having, my lad," said
Tammas, "and it’s unreasonable to think the old General would turn you
out of home like this; but the final word in the book of every honest
man’s life is the word good, and you’ll not be losing out in the end—na,
na."
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