Jack Derringer : $b A tale of deep waterLubbock, Basil
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Jack Derringer : $b A tale of deep water
Lubbock, Basil
Seafaring life -- Fiction
At last she stood before him, looking down upon his haggard,
storm-lined features, from which the blind eyes stared up vacantly with
an expression which even in her agitation she could not help but notice.
"You, Jack--you?" she began softly, and her voice trembled in spite of
a great endeavour to keep it steady.
"Yes, me, Loyola," came the reply; but how dull, how indifferent, how
hard and cold were the well-known tones.
An icy chill crept shuddering down her back at the sound of this
strange new voice, so different to the one she had been used to in the
old happy days, now so far away, so long ago, though not in time.
The pallor of her face took on a greyish tinge and the sadness in her
eyes deepened.
There was no forgiveness, as there was no hope. Why should she expect
it? Ah! but what a difference it would have made to her! How it would
have helped her to bear her fate!
For a second she tottered on the verge of a breakdown, and then
rallied, drawing upon that splendid woman's courage which enables such
as her to stand and bear with fate where others would fall and be
crushed.
Bravely she forced herself to continue, beating down the misery and
despair which the cold tones of his voice had raised within her.
"And what are you doing here, Jack?"
"Tossed ashore by the capricious sea. I might ask you the same
question, had I not already heard your story."
"Not from--Hawksley?" She stumbled miserably over her husband's name,
and then with a sudden fear cast an uneasy look over her shoulder.
"No; the bluejacket," said Jack's even voice, and he got slowly to his
feet.
"Won't you--won't you even shake hands, Jack?" pleaded the woman in her
low, sad voice. "I know you won't forgive me, and I don't expect you
to; but----"
It was the "but," the misery, the despair, the utter hopelessness, and
yet the passionate entreaty in that last little word which conquered
Jack's iron-bound soul and swept away his righteous indignation at a
treatment which had spoiled his life.
He was touched; that "but" weighed down the scales on the side of his
love, till his grievance, his outraged feelings, and the resultant
misery leaped from him lightly as a feather.
"Why, of course I will. And as for forgiving you, I've forgiven you
long ago."
The new warmth in his voice brought a bright flush of pleasure to the
woman's face.
"Oh, Jack," she began; but stopped, watching with slowly growing
amazement whilst the blind man tried to find her outstretched hand.
What was the matter with Jack? Why did he paw the air in that uncertain
fashion, instead of grasping the hand she extended to him?
Anxiously she looked at him, unable to fathom his strange action; then
took his wavering hand in hers and held it, a great comfort and a new
joy springing up within her.
What surer sign of friendship, of love, of deep understanding than a
firm hand-grasp?
His bony fingers closed on her slender ones with a grip that made her
wince, and a sudden light lit up his dull eyes.
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