But from that moment a dreadful thought, a thought she was ashamed of,
which made her feel a monster of selfishness, rose in her mind, do
what she would to hinder it. Jacqueline was sensible that she cared
for something else; great as was her sense of loss, a sort of reckless
curiosity seemed haunting her, while all the time she felt that her
great grief ought not to give place to anything besides. “How would
Gerard de Cymier behave in these circumstances?” She thought about it
all one dreadful night as she and Modeste, who was telling her beads
softly, sat in the faint light of the death-chamber. She thought of it
at dawn, when, after one of those brief sleeps which come to the young
under all conditions, she resumed with a sigh a sense of surrounding
realities. Almost in the same instant she thought: “My dear father will
never wake again,” and “Does he love me?--does he now wish me to be his
wife?--will he take me away?” The devil, which put this thought into
her heart, made her eager to know the answer to these questions. He
suggested how dreadful life with her stepmother would be if no means of
escape were offered her. He made her foresee that her stepmother would
marry again--would marry Marien. “But I shall not be there!” she cried,
“I will not countenance such an infamy!” Oh, how she hoped Gerard de
Cymier loved her! The hypocritical tears of Madame de Nailles disgusted
her. She could not bear to have such false grief associated with her
own.
Men in black, with solemn faces, came and bore away the body, no longer
like the form of the father she had loved. He had gone from her forever.
Pompous funeral rites, little in accordance with the crash that soon
succeeded them, were superintended by Marien, who, in the absence
of near relatives, took charge of everything. He seemed to be deeply
affected, and behaved with all possible kindness and consideration to
Jacqueline, who could not, however, bring herself to thank him, or even
to look at him. She hated him with an increase of resentment, as if the
soul of her dead father, who now knew the truth, had passed into her
own.
Meantime, M. de Cymier took care to inform himself of the state of
things. It was easy enough to do so. All Paris was talking of the
shipwreck in which life and fortune had been lost by a man whose
kindliness as a host at his wife’s parties every one had appreciated.
That was what came, people said, of striving after big dividends! The
house was to be sold, with the horses, the pictures, and the furniture.
What a change for his poor wife and daughter! There were others who
suffered by the Wermant crash, but those were less interesting than
the De Nailles. M. de Belvan found himself left by his father-in-law’s
failure with a wife on his hands who not only had not a sou, but who was
the daughter of an ‘agent de change’ who had behaved dishonorably.
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