All this increased the interest that Jacqueline already felt in the lady
with the light hair. But she made a low curtsey to the Mother
Superior and returned no answer. Her intercourse with her neighbor
was thenceforward; however, sly and secret, which only made it more
interesting and exciting. They would exchange a few words when they met
upon the stairs, in the garden, or in the cloisters, when there was
no curious eye to spy them out; and the first time Jacqueline went out
alone Madame Saville was on the watch, and, without speaking, slipped a
letter into her hand.
This first time Jacqueline went out was an epoch in her life, as small
events are sometimes in the annals of nations; it was the date of her
emancipation, it coincided with what she called her choice of a career.
Thinking herself sure of possessing a talent for teaching, she had
spoken of it to several friends who had come to see her, and who each
and all exclaimed that they would like some lessons, a delicate way of
helping her quite understood by Jacqueline. Pupils like Belle Ray and
Yvonne d’Etaples, who wanted her to come twice a week to play duets with
them or to read over new music, were not nearly so interesting as those
in her little class who had hardly more than learned their scales!
Besides this, Madame d’Avrigny begged her to come and dine with her,
when there would be only themselves, on Mondays, and then practise with
Dolly, who had not another moment in which she could take a lesson. She
should be sent home scrupulously before ten o’clock, that being the hour
at the convent when every one must be in. Jacqueline accepted all these
kindnesses gratefully. By Giselle’s advice she hid her slight figure
under a loose cloak and put on her head a bonnet fit for a grandmother,
a closed hat with long strings, which, when she first put it on her
head, made her burst out laughing. She imagined herself to be going
forth in disguise. To walk the streets thus masked she thought would be
amusing, so amusing that the moment she set foot on the street pavement
she felt that the joy of living was yet strong in her. With a roll of
music in her hand, she walked on rather hesitatingly, a little afraid,
like a bird just escaped from the cage where it was born; her heart
beat, but it was with pleasure; she fancied every one was looking at
her, and in fact one old gentleman, not deceived by the cloak, did
follow her till she got into an omnibus for the first time in her
life--a new experience and a new pleasure. Once seated, and a little out
of breath, she remembered Madame Saville’s letter, which she had slipped
into her pocket. It was sealed and had a stamp on it; it was too highly
scented to be in good taste, and it was addressed to a lieutenant of
chasseurs with an aristocratic name, in a garrison at Fontainebleau.
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