Jacqueline of Golden RiverEmanuel, V. R. (Victor Rousseau)
Philosophy
Jacqueline of Golden River
Emanuel, V. R. (Victor Rousseau)
Fiction
"M. Leroux," I answered, "I will say something to you for your own
sake, and Mme. d'Epernay's, that I would not deign to say to any other
man. She is as pure as the best woman in the land. I found her
wandering in the street. I saved her from the assault of your hired
ruffians. I tried to procure a room for her at the Merrimac, and when
they refused her, I gave up my own apartment to her and went away."
"But you went back!" he cried. "You went back, Hewlett!"
"I can tell you no more," I answered. "Do you believe what I have said
to you?"
He looked hard into my face.
"Yes," he said simply. "And it makes all the difference in the world
to me."
And at that moment, in spite of all, I felt something that was not far
from affection toward the man.
"Pere Antoine will marry you?" I asked.
"Yes," he replied.
"And her father?"
"Is safe in the _chateau_, playing with his wheel and amassing a
fortune in his dreams."
"One word more," I continued. "Mme. d'Epernay is very ill. She was
struck by one of those bullets that you fired through the door. Wait!"
for he had started. "I think that she will live. The wound cannot
have pierced a vital part. But we must be very gentle in moving her.
You had better bring the sleigh here, and you and I will lift her into
it. And then--I shall not see her again."
CHAPTER XXIII
LEROUX'S DIABLE
I went back toward the cave. But I could not bring myself to see
Jacqueline.
Instead, I paced the tunnel to and fro, wondering what my life was
going to be in future. Less than three weeks before no thought of love
had stirred me, and Jacqueline was undreamed of. Now she had entered
into my heart and twined herself inextricably around its roots.
That I should love her till I died I did not doubt at all.
Her last words had been in the nature of a farewell. There was no more
to say. Not even good-bye. I must go before that old, insatiable
longing for her arose in me again.
I saw her in my mind's eyes as clearly as though she stood before me.
Her loving, gracious presence, her sweet, pure face, her courage, her
tenderness--all these were for Leroux. Nothing remained for me, except
my memories.
I should have to make a great deal of my life. I had always believed
that life was only a prelude to greater and finer things. I was not
sure; I am not sure to-day; but if the life that is to come is not the
realization of our unfulfilled desires, then nothing matters here. I
was thinking of that as I paced the tunnel. And in that way I felt
that, in a measure, Jacqueline was still mine.
"Everything that is free," she had said to me, "thoughts, will and
dreams." That part was mine; and that could never be taken away.
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