James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reportsGilmour, James
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James Gilmour of Mongolia: His diaries, letters, and reports
Gilmour, James
Gilmour, James, 1843-1891; Missions -- Mongolia
'Some men, who gave promise of believing in Jesus, have fallen
away, and I have a haunting suspicion that it was one such man who,
on the morning of Sunday, June 6, stole my beautiful copy of the
revised Bible, leaving me till now with only a New Testament in
English. I had much difficulty in procuring that Bible, and wasn't
it heartless of a Chinaman to steal it for the leather binding, for
which even he could have hardly any use? I said not a single word
to anyone in the town about it, as I feared that making trouble
over it would hinder me in future, by making innkeepers afraid to
receive me, lest they should be held responsible for such losses. I
can hardly say though, that, at first at least, I took joyfully the
spoiling of my goods. Secret tears testified to my sense of the
loss, but falling back on the faith that all things work together
for my good, I was comforted, and gave the more earnest heed to the
New Testament.
'Then the Chinese would ask, "How many people have believed and
entered the religion since you left Peking?" and such questions
kept before my mind painfully how slowly things move, and drew out
my soul in more painful longing for God's blessing in the
conversion of men.
'In the beginning of July I must have got a touch of the sun.
Nearly all that month I was ill, but just then was the great annual
fair at Ch'ao Yang, so, ill and all, I had the tent put up daily
and dispensed medicines. My assistant, however, had to do most of
the preaching; I had not much strength for that. The first three
weeks in August I had diarrh[oe]a and dysentery. I was at Ta ChÍng
Tz[)u]. There was no fair, and but poor market gatherings, but,
weather permitting, we put up our tent daily and did good work.
Paul says (Gal. iv. 19), "My little children, of whom I am again in
travail until Christ be formed in you," and he is right. It is a
carrying of men in prayer until the image of Christ is formed in
them; and how many of them prove abortions.
'One of the converts at Ta ChÍng Tz[)u] caused me no little
anxiety. I knew that he professed to be impressed last winter. He
said he wanted to call on me in my inn and tell me his
difficulties. I was eager to get home, but as he said he would have
no leisure before a certain date, I waited till then, nearly a
week, for almost no other purpose than to see him. He never came,
and I trudged back to Peking downcast about him.
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