James Russell Lowell, A Biography; vol 2/2Scudder, Horace Elisha
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James Russell Lowell, A Biography; vol 2/2
Scudder, Horace Elisha
Authors, American -- 19th century -- Biography; Diplomats -- United States -- Biography; Lowell, James Russell, 1819-1891
After some delays attendant on such business, Lowell was able in the
summer of 1871 to make a sale of a portion of the original estate of
Elmwood which left him the house and a couple of acres for his home, and
an income of four or five thousand dollars a year. It was a modest
living, but it cleared his mind of fretting cares. As he wrote to Mr.
Stephen: “It is a life-preserver that will keep my head above water, and
the swimming I will do for myself.” Of the effect upon his mind he wrote
more freely to his friend Mr. Norton: “I cannot tell you how this sense
of my regained paradise of Independence enlivens me. It is something I
have not felt for years--hardly since I have been a professor. The
constant sense of a ball and chain jangling at my heels, and that those
who are inexpressibly dear to me were at the risk of my giving
satisfaction in an office where what is best in me was too often held in
abeyance by an uneasy self-consciousness forced upon me by my position,
have been greater hindrances than anybody else can ever know. But now I
can draw a full breath of natural air and discarbonate my lungs of the
heavy atmosphere of an unnatural confinement. I look forward to my next
year’s work with cheerfulness. I am no longer chained to the oar, but a
volunteer. Whether I shall recover the wholesome mental unrest which
kept me active when I was younger, I know not, but at least I shan’t
have to print before I am ready, nor to keep on with the spendthrift
habit of splitting up the furniture of my brain to keep the pot
boiling.... I mean to come abroad at the end of the next college year,
and shall pop in on you some day, bringing a familiar odor, half
Cambridge, half pipe. I shall read you my new poem--when it gets
written--and bore you with old French in which I am still plunged to the
ears. I am become a pretty thorough master of it, and wish I knew the
modern lingo half as well.”
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