Jan of the Windmill: A Story of the PlainsEwing, Juliana Horatia
Philosophy
Jan of the Windmill: A Story of the Plains
Ewing, Juliana Horatia
Boys -- Juvenile fiction; Country life -- England -- Juvenile fiction
But there was a far more overwhelming consideration which had been
gathering strength for eight years between him and the idea of
recognizing Jan as his eldest son, and his heir. He had another son,
Lady Adelaide’s only child. If he had hesitated when the boy was only a
baby to tell her that her darling was not his only son, it was less and
less easy to him to think of bringing Jan,—of whom he knew nothing—from
the rough life of the mill to supplant Lady Adelaide’s child, when the
boy grew more charming as every year went by. Clever, sweet-tempered, of
aristocratic appearance, idolized by the relatives of both his parents,
he seemed made by Providence to do credit to the position to which he was
believed to have been born.
Mr. Ford’s client had almost made the resolve against which that fair
face that was not Lady Adelaide’s for ever rose up in judgment: he was
just deciding to put Jan to school, and to give up all idea of taking him
home, when death seemed once more to have solved his difficulties. An
unwonted ease came into his heart. Surely Heaven, knowing how sincerely
he wished to be good, was making goodness easy to him,—was permitting him
to settle with his conscience on cheaper terms than those of repentance
and restitution. (And indeed, if amendment, of the weak as well as of
the strong, be GOD’S great purpose for us, who shall say that the
ruggedness of the narrow road is not often smoothed for stumbling feet?)
The fever seemed quite providential, and Mr. Ford’s client felt quite
pious about it. He was conscious of no mockery in dwelling to himself on
the thought that Jan was “better off” in Paradise with his mother. And
he himself was safe—for the first time since he could remember,—free at
last to become worthier, with no black shadow at his heels. Very
touching was his resolve that he would be a better father to his son than
his own father had been to him. If he could not train him in high
principles and self-restraint, he would at least be indulgent to the
consequences of his own indulgence, and never drive him to those fearful
straits. “But he’ll be a very different young man from what I was,” was
his final thought. “Thanks to his good mother.”
His mind was full of Lady Adelaide’s goodness as he entered his house,
and she met him in the hall.
“Ah, Edward!” she cried, “I am so glad you’ve come home. I want you to
see that quaint child I was telling you about.”
“I don’t remember, my dear,” said Mr. Ford’s client.
“You’re looking very tired,” said Lady Adelaide, gently; “but about the
child. It is Lady Louisa Ammaby’s little girl. You know I met her just
before we left Brighton. I only saw the child once, but it is the
quaintest, most original little being! So unlike its mother! She and
her mother are in town, and they were going out to luncheon to-day I
found, so I asked the child here to dine with D’Arcy. Her _bonne_ is
taking off her things, and I must go and bring her down.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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