"Lieutenant Bray, he would marry me to-morrow, I think, if I were
to consent. It isn't that. It would not be right for me to consent.
You profess to love me. I have seen it in your eyes--oh, I have
learned much of men in the past few months--and I determined, if
you ever asked me to marry you, to ask a question in return. Do
you really know who I am?"
He looked his surprise. "Why, the daughter of David Cable, of
course."
"No, I am not his daughter."
"His stepdaughter?"
"Not even that. You come from a proud Southern family. I do not
know who my parents were."
"Good Heaven, you-you don't mean you were waif?"
"A waif without a name, Lieutenant Bray. This is not self-abasement;
it is not the parading of misfortune. It is because you have made
the mistake of loving me. If you care less for me now than you did
before, you will spread this information throughout the army."
"Believe me, I am not that sort."
"Thank you. Knowing what you now do, could you ask me to be your
wife?"
"Don't put it just that way," he stammered.
"Ah, I see. It was a cruel question. And yet it proves that you do
not love as Graydon Bansemer loves."
"Some day you may find out all about your parents and be happy.
You may have been abducted and---" he was saying, his face white
and wet. Somehow he felt that he was chastening himself.
"Perhaps," she said quietly. "I might not have told you this had
not the story been printed in every newspaper in the States just
before I left. You see, I did not know it until just a few months
ago. I thought you might have read of me. I--I am so notorious."
"Jane, dear Jane, you must not feel that way!" he cried, as she
started quickly away. "It's---" But she turned and motioned for
him to cease. There were tears in her eyes. He stood stock still.
"She's wonderful!" he said to himself, as she walked away. "Even
now, I believe I could--Pshaw! It ought not to make any difference!
If it wasn't for my family--What's in a name, anyway? A name---"
He started to answer his own question, but halted abruptly, squared
his shoulders and then with true Southern, military bearing strode
away, murmuring:
"A name is something; yes, family is everything."
Jane went at once to Graydon. His great grey eyes smiled a glad
welcome. She took his hand in hers and sat upon the ground beside
him, watching his face until they were ready to resume the journey.
"Would it not be better if he were to die?" she found herself
wondering, with strange inconstancy to her purpose. "Why could it
not have been I instead of he? How hard it will be for us to live
after this. Dear, dear Graydon, if--if I only were different from
what I am."
Not a word of his father's conduct toward her, not a word of blame
for the blow his father had struck. She held him to no account for
the baseness of that father; only did she hold herself unfit to be
his wife. All of the ignominy and shame fell to her lot, none to
the well-born son of the traducer.
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