Time had wrought its penalties. Cable was thin and his face had
lost its virility, but not its power. His eyes never left the face
of Jane, who was talking in an earnest, impassioned manner, as was
her wont in these days. Frances Cable's face was a study in transition.
She had lost the colour and vivacity of a year ago, although the
change was not apparent to the casual observer. Graydon could see
that she had suffered in many ways. The keen, eager appeal for
appreciation was gone from her eyes; in its stead was the appeal
for love and contentedness. Happiness, now struggling against the
smarting of a sober pain, was giving a sweetness to her eyes that
had been lost in the ambitious glitter of other days. Ethel bored
him--a most unusual condition. He longed to be under the tender,
quieting influences at the opposite end of the car. He even resented
his temporary exile.
"Jane," Cable was saying with gentle insistence; "it is not just
to him. He loves you and you are not doing the right thing by him."
"You'll find I am right in the end," she said stubbornly.
"I can't bear the thought of your going out as a trained nurse,
dear," protested Frances Cable. "There is no necessity. You can
have the best of homes and in any place you like. Why waste your
life in--"
"Waste, mother? It would be wasting my life if I did not find an
occupation for it. I can't be idle. I can't exist forever in your
love and devotion."
"Good Lord, child, don't be foolish," exclaimed Cable. "That hurts
me more than you think. Everything we have is yours."
"I'm sorry I said it, daddy. I did not mean it in that way. It
isn't the money, you know, and it isn't the home, either. No, you
must let me choose my own way of living the rest of my life. I came
from a foundling hospital. A good and tender nurse found me there
and gave me the happiest years of my life. I shall go back there
and give the rest of my years to children who are less fortunate
than I was. I want to help them, mother, just as you did--only it
is different with me."
"You'll see it differently some day," said Mrs. Cable earnestly.
"I don't object to your helping the foundlings, Jane," said Cable,
"but I don't see why you have to be a nurse to do it. Other women
support such causes and not as nurses, either. It's--"
"It's my way, daddy, that's all," she said firmly.
"Then why, in the name of Heaven, were you so unkind as to keep
that poor boy over there alive when he might have died and ended
his misery? You nursed him back to life only to give him a wound
that cannot be healed. You would ruin his life, Jane. Is it fair?
Damn me, I'm uncouth and hard in many ways--I had a hard, unkind
beginning--but I really believe I've got more heart in me than you
have."
"David!" exclaimed his wife. Jane looked at the exasperated man in
surprise.
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