At last the suspense became unbearable. He had noticed a slight
change in Jane's manner and at once attributed it to something
his wife had said, for Jane had been allowed in the sick-room. The
discovery that she was not his child had not as yet struck deep
into his understanding. In a vague sort of way he realised that she
was different, now that he knew, but it was impossible for him to
consider her in any other light than that of the years gone by.
The time would come when the full realisation would cut into his
heart more deeply than now, but at present a calamity of his own
making was forcing all other troubles into the background. His
greatest desire was to reach his wife's side, to know the worst
that could come of his suit for forgiveness.
The evening of the second day he swore that he would see her--and
alone. They admitted him and he entered trembling in every nerve.
She was lying, white and haggard, in her bed, her back toward him.
He paused for an instant and was certain that he saw her shudder
violently. It was significant. She feared and loathed him.
"Is it you, David?" he heard her ask weakly. "At last! Oh, I was
afraid that something had happened to you! That---"
He threw himself on his knees beside the bed and wept with all the
pent-up bitterness and misery that was in him--and still he was
afraid to speak to her. Not a word left his lips until he felt her
hand in his hair--a tender, timid hand. It was then that he began
pouring forth his cry for forgiveness. With a groan, he checked
her own appeal for mercy.
"We can talk about Jane another time, not now," he cried. "I must
know that you forgive me--I don't care for anything--nothing else
in the world."
When the nurse came in a few minutes later, he was sitting upon the
edge of the bed holding her hands in his. Their faces were radiant.
"Please stay out," he said, almost gruffly.
"For just a little while," his wife added gently. The nurse hesitated
a moment and then left the room.
Frances Cable told him Jane's history so far as it was known to
her. He listened dully.
"She will never know her true parents," said she in the end.
"No, I suppose not," said he, looking out of the window.
"You understand, don't you, David, dear," she said feebly; "how
I dreaded to have you learn the truth after all these years, and
above all, how I hoped that Jane might never know. I tried every
means in my power to buy James Bansemer's silence. It was not money
that he wanted, it was..." she buried her head shamefully in her
arms; after a moment, she went on: "He professes to love his son,
but his is the love an animal gives the offspring it would destroy.
And yet Graydon worships him."
"Are you quite sure that Graydon is as unsuspecting as you think?"
"In regard to his father?"
"In regard to Jane."
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