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Richard Maule, looking at him, knew the answer to his question before he
had uttered it, but even so he spoke, obsessed by the cruel wish _to
know_.
"In Italy----?" His voice sank to a muffled whisper, but he did not
take his eyes, his suffering, sunken eyes, from Wantele's tortured face.
Still the other did not--could not--speak.
"I knew it. At least I felt sure of it." He sighed a quick convulsive
sigh, and then in mercy averted his eyes.
"But never here?" he muttered questioningly. "Everything was over by the
time we came back here?"
"Yes, Richard. I swear it."
"I knew that too--at least I felt sure of it. I'm afraid you must have
suffered a good bit, Dick?"
The younger man nodded his head. "I have loathed and I have despised
myself ever since."
"I'm sorry you did that. I'm sorry I waited till now to tell you that I
knew, that I understood."
"How you must have hated me!" said Wantele sombrely.
"Never, Dick. I--I knew her by then. If you had been the first"--he
quickly amended his phrase--"if I had been fool enough to believe you
were the first, I think it would have killed me. As it was," his voice
hardened, "it only made me curse myself for my blind folly--folly which
brought wretchedness and shame on you, Dick, and--and now, I fear, on
Jane Oglander"--he saw the confirmation he sought on the other's face.
"It's about Jane I wish to speak to you to-night. For a moment I ask of
you to think of me as God----"
Wantele stared at Richard Maule; it was the first time his cousin had
ever uttered the word in his presence.
"If I were God--Providence--Fate--and gave you your choice, would you
choose that Lingard should marry Jane or that you should marry her?"
And as Wantele still stared at him in amazement: "Take it from me--I
have never deceived you--that the choice is open to you. I don't wish to
hurry you. Take a few moments to think it over."
"I--I don't understand," stammered Wantele.
"There is no necessity for you to understand. In fact I hope that, after
to-night, you will dismiss the whole of this conversation from your
mind. But I repeat--the choice is open to you."
And he added, musingly, "I think, Dick, that with the others out of the
way you could make Jane happy--in time." But there was doubt--painful,
deliberating doubt, in his tone.
Wantele shook his head.
"I don't agree," he said shortly. "You see, Richard, Jane"--he moistened
his lips--"Jane's never loved me. She loves Lingard. And so, if God gave
me the choice, I would give her to Lingard."
"You think well of the man?" Maule spoke lightly, and as if he himself
had no reason to dissent from any word commending the soldier.
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