One evening I dropped familiarly in upon your daughter. Nobody was
there but Mr. Talbot and she. She was writing at her desk as usual, for
she seemed never at ease but with a pen in her fingers; and Mr. Talbot
seemed thoughtful and uneasy. At my entrance the desk was hastily closed
and locked. But first she took out some papers, and, mentioning her design
of going up-stairs to put them away, she tripped to the door. Looking
back, however, she perceived she had dropped one. This she took up, in
some hurry, and withdrew.
Instead of conversing with me, Talbot walked about the room in a
peevish and gloomy humour. A thought just then rushed into my mind. While
Talbot had his back towards me, and was at a distance, I dropped the
counterfeit, at the spot where Jane had just before dropped her paper, and
with little ceremony took my leave. Jane had excused her absence to me,
and promised to return within _five minutes_. It was not possible, I
thought, that Talbot's eye, as he walked backward and forward during that
interval, could miss the paper, which would not fail to appear as if
dropped by his wife.
My timidity and conscious guilt hindered me from attempting to
discover, by any direct means, the effects of my artifice. I was mortified
extremely in finding no remarkable difference in their deportment to each
other. Sometimes I feared I had betrayed myself; but no alteration ever
afterwards appeared in their behaviour to me.
I know how little I deserve to be forgiven. Nothing can palliate the
baseness of this action. I acknowledge it with the deepest remorse, and
nothing, especially since the death of Mr. Talbot, has lessened my grief,
but the hope that some unknown cause prevented the full effect of this
forgery on his peace, and that the secret, carefully locked up in his own
breast, expired with him. All my enmities and restless jealousy found
their repose in the same grave.
You have come to the knowledge of this letter, and I now find that the
fraud was attended with even more success than I wished it to have.
Let me now, though late, put an end to the illusion, and again assure
you, madam, that the concluding paragraphs were _written by me_, and
that those parts of it which truly belong to your daughter are perfectly
innocent.
If it were possible for you to forgive my misconduct, and to suffer
this confession to go no further than the evil has gone, you will confer
as great a comfort as can now be conferred on the unhappy
M. JESSUP.
Letter XLIX
_To James Montford_
Philadelphia, December 9.
I WILL imagine, my friend, that you have read the letter [Footnote: The
preceding one.] which I have hastily transcribed. I will not stop to tell
you my reflections upon it, but shall hasten with this letter to Mrs.
Fielder. I might send it; but I have grown desperate.
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