Hereafter I shall be astonished at nothing but that credulity which
could give even momentary credit to your assertions.
Most fortunately, my belief lasted only till you left the house. Then
my scruples, which slept for a moment, revived, and I determined to clear
up my doubts by immediately calling on Miss Jessup.
If any thing can exceed your depravity, sir, it is your folly. But I
will not debase myself: my indignation at being made the subject, and, for
some minutes, the dupe, of so gross and so profligate an artifice, carries
me beyond all bounds. What, sir!--But I will restrain myself.
I would not leave the city without apprizing you of this detection of
your schemes. If Miss Jessup were wise, she would seek a just revenge for
so atrocious a slander.
I need not tell you that I have seen her; laid the letter before her
which you delivered to me; nor do I need to tell _you_ what her anger
and amazement were on finding her name thus abused.
I pity you, sir; I grieve for you: you have talents of a certain kind,
but your habits, wretchedly and flagitiously perverse, have made you act
on most occasions like an idiot. Their iniquity was not sufficient to
deter you from impostures which--but I scorn to chide you.
My daughter is a monument of the success of your schemes. But their
success shall never be complete. While I live, she shall never join her
interests with yours. That is a vow which, I thank God, I am able to
accomplish; _and shall_.
H. FIELDER.
Letter LI
_To James Montford_
December 13.
Is not this strange, my friend? Miss Jessup, it seems, has denied her
own letter. Surely there was no mistake,--no mystery. Let me look again at
the words in the cover.
Let me awake! Let me disabuse my senses! Yes. It is plain. Miss Jessup
repented her of her confession. Something in that unopened
letter--believing the contents of that known, there were inducements to
sincerity which the recovery of that letter, and the finding it unopened,
perhaps annihilated. Pride resumed its power. Before so partial a judge
as Mrs. Fielder, and concerning a wretch so worthy of discredit as I,
how easy, how obvious to deny, and to impute to me the imposture charged
on herself!
Well, and what is now to be done? I will once more return to Miss
Jessup. I will force myself into her presence, and then----But I have not
a moment to lose.
* * * * *
And this was the night, this was the hour, that was to see my Jane's
hand wedded to mine! That event Providence, or fate, or fortune, stepped
in to forbid. And must it then pass away like any vulgar hour?
It deserves to be signalized, to be made memorable. What forbids but
sordid, despicable cowardice? Not virtue; not the love of universal
happiness; not piety; not sense of duty to my God or my fellow-creatures.
These sentiments, alas! burn feebly or not at all within my bosom.
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