All are well here. My friend is as good-natured and affectionate as
ever, and sings as delightfully and plays as adroitly. She humours me with
all my favourite airs, twice a day. We have no strangers; no impertinents
to intermeddle in our conversations and mar our enjoyments.
You know what turn my studies have taken, and what books I have brought
with me. 'Tis remarkable what unlooked-for harvests arise from small and
insignificant germs. My affections have been the stimulants to my
curiosity. What was it induced me to procure maps and charts and explore
the course of the voyager over seas and round capes? There was a time when
these objects were wholly frivolous and unmeaning in my eyes; but now they
gain my whole attention.
When I found that my happiness was embarked with your brother in a
tedious and perilous voyage, was it possible to forbear collecting all the
information attainable respecting his route, and the incidents likely to
attend it? I got maps and charts, and books of voyages, and found a
melancholy enjoyment in connecting the incidents and objects which they
presented with the destiny of my friend. The pursuit of this chief and
most interesting object has brought within view and prompted me to examine
a thousand others, on which, without this original inducement, I should
never have bestowed a thought.
The map of the world exists in my fancy in a most vivid and accurate
manner. Repeated meditation on displays of shoal, sand-bank, and water,
has created a sort of attachment to geography for its own sake. I have
often reflected on the innumerable links in the chain of my ideas between
my first eager examination of the route by sea between New York and
Tobago, and yesterday's employment, when I was closely engaged in
measuring the marches of Frederick across the mountains of Bohemia.
How freakish and perverse are the rovings of human curiosity! The
surprise which Miss Betterton betrayed, when, in answer to her inquiries
as to what study and what book I prized the most, you told her that I
thought of little else than of the art of moving from shore to shore
across the water, and that I pored over Cook's Voyages so much that I had
gotten the best part of them by rote, was very natural. She must have been
puzzled to conjecture what charms one of my sex could find in the study of
maps and voyages. _Once_ I should have been just as much puzzled
myself. Adieu.
J. T.
Letter LXIII
_To Mrs. Talbot_
New York, October 1.
Be not angry with me, dear Jane. Yet I am sure, when you know, my
offence, you will feel a great deal of indignation. You cannot be more
angry with me than I am with myself. I do not know how to disclose the
very rash thing I have done. If you knew my compunction, you would pity
me.
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